Formed Conference 2026: On Hearing Confession

Formed Conference 2026
Fr. John A. Roop

On Hearing Confession: A Workshop For Priests

The Lord be with you.
And with your spirit.

Let us pray.

Grant us, O Lord, the wisdom that sits at your right hand, that we may judge your people according to the right, and the poor with equity. Grant that we may so wield the keys of the Kingdom of Heaven, that we may open it to none to whom it should be shut, nor shut it to any to whom it should be opened. Give purity to our intention, sincerity to our zeal, patience to our charity, and fruit to our labors. Grant that we may be mild, yet not remiss, stern, yet not cruel. Let us neither despise the poor nor flatter the rich. Give us gentleness to draw sinners unto you, prudence in examination, wisdom in instruction. Grant us, we pray, skill to turn men aside from evil, perseverance to confirm them in good, zeal to persuade them to better things: give wisdom to our answers, rightness to our counsels: give us light in darkness, a good understanding in confusion, victory in difficulties. Let no vain conversations entangle us, nor evil defile us: let us save others and not ourselves be cast away. Amen.

Foreword

I am here today speaking as one priest to other priests, not as an expert — and not with any particular authority — but merely as a fellow “practitioner” sharing ideas with colleagues and brothers. You will agree with some of what I say and disagree with other things. How could it be otherwise? We are Anglicans, after all, and that is our nature. You may well have some much better insights and practices than I have, and I hope you will share them with us. Hopefully, we can have some respectful and productive discussions.

Introduction

There are elders, spiritual fathers, in the Orthodox tradition — often in monasteries and certainly on Mount Athos, the Holy Mountain — who spend hours each week and sometimes hours each day hearing the confessions of their spiritual children and of visiting pilgrims. It is said that many of these elders have the gift of reading hearts, of knowing the temptations, sins, and burdens of their spiritual children before even a word is spoken. The Curé d’Ars, St. Jean Vianney (1786-1859), a Roman Catholic priest in the town of Ars, spent upwards of twelve hours a day in the confessional, often as many as eighteen hours. He, too, reportedly had a great gift of spiritual insight that enabled him to speak directly and authoritatively into the lives of the penitents who came to him.

I don’t know if there are or have been such spiritual fathers and saints in the Anglican tradition, those with spiritual insight and intense devotion to the Sacrament of Reconciliation. If I knew of one — living or dead — I would probably make a pilgrimage. I do know for certain that I have no such gifts. I likely hear fewer confessions in a year than St. Jean Vianney did in a typical day. And yet, Archbishop Foley Beach laid hands on me and offered this prayer for me, as a successor of the apostles did for each of you:

Receive the Holy Spirit for the office and work of a Priest in the Church of God, now committed to you by the imposition of our hands. If you forgive the sins of anyone, they are forgiven. If you withhold forgiveness from anyone, it is withheld. Be a faithful minister of God’s holy Word and Sacraments; in the Name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit (BCP 2019, The Form And Manner Of Ordaining A Priest, p. 493).

So, while I am no St. Paisios the Athonite or St. Jean Vianney, I — and you — no less than those two saintly father confessors, have the sacramental vocation of absolution, the authority — through the Holy Spirit and the imposition of episcopal hands — to forgive sins or to withhold forgiveness. Even though we Anglicans will parse the meaning of that language and that act of forgiveness differently — we are, after all, Anglicans — for reasons beyond my knowing, God has chosen to work through sinful and fallible men ordained to the Sacred Order of Priests to minister the grace of forgiveness. So, in The Reconciliation of Penitents we rightly declare:

Our Lord Jesus Christ, who has given power to his Church to absolve all sinners who truly repent and believe in him, of his great mercy forgive you all your offenses; and by his authority committed to me, I absolve you from all your sins: In the Name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit (BCP 2019, The Reconciliation of Penitents, p. 224).

That authority is a great grace, and it can be a great burden. We want to exercise this authority rightly according to the faith and discipline of the Church as we have received them, not least in accordance with the Book of Common Prayer and the further clarification and guidance of our bishops. We also want to learn from one another how to do this well. So, we have this forum today: On Hearing Confession.

If You Offer It, They Will Come

Let’s start with the obvious: we can’t hear confessions that aren’t made. I don’t know about you and your parishes, but my parishioners aren’t beating down my door to make confession. It is fair to say that we have a “holy trickle,” a few who make confession regularly several times each year and more who are occasional penitents, that is, those whose confessions are occasioned by particular sin or struggle, really those who are envision by The Exhortation. I’m certain we also have some who are new to Anglicanism and simply want to experience the breadth and depth of all that Anglicanism has to offer; they are curious. People come — those who do come — for a host of reasons. My assumption, my belief, is that the Holy Spirit is always at work when someone is prompted to make confession no matter why they think they are coming.

Assuming that my parish isn’t atypical in having a relatively small percentage of parishioners who make regular use of confession two questions arise: (1) Do we want more people to utilize confession, that is, do we think it would be beneficial for them to do so? and (2) How do we get them to come?

As priests, we surely differ on the importance we place on confession, even on whether it should be a normative or normal practice for all Anglicans. You know the classical Anglican position on the matter: All may, some should, none must. That is certainly the conviction expressed in the BCP 1549, and who am I to disagree. And yet I do disagree. My conviction is more along these lines: All may, most should, none must. I am an unabashed advocate and apologist for confession not least because I believe in the three-fold way of spiritual development derived from Pseudo-Dionysius the Areopagite (5th-6th centuries): purification, illumination, union.

Purification — the cleansing of the heart, the battle against vice and the cultivation of virtue — was blessed by Jesus for all who would follow him: Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God (Matt 5:8). Striving for our own purity, encouraging and equipping our parishioners to do likewise, seems to me a gospel mandate. I find confession — my own and my parishioners’ — to be a powerful agent of purification. Temptation and sin build and gain strength in silence and secrecy, but lose much of their power when revealed, when spoken aloud, and certainly when godly counsel and absolution are offered. And, I don’t know any of my parishioner who would not be helped along the way of purification by such counsel and absolution.

Now, I’ve made a subtle shift here — an important addition — that you probably noticed. I think it is still in keeping with a broad reading of The Exhortation. I know it is useful and transformative. It is simply this: in addition to confession of specific sins, disclosure of thoughts — of temptations to sin before they become sins — has a place in confession. That is my conviction. There is a fine line between the two — between temptation and sin — as Jesus made clear in his teaching on sins of the heart (Matt 5:21 ff). But, there is a line. We are all assaulted by logismoi (λογισμοι), tempting thoughts — sometimes persistent thoughts — that trouble us, thoughts we do not wish to entertain and certainly do not want to act on. Evagrius Ponticus (c. 346-399) categorized them in an eightfold scheme: gluttony, lust, avarice, dejection, anger, despondency or listlessness (acedia), vainglory, and pride. Confessing these thoughts, disclosing them in confession before they progress to actual sin and culpability, can have a powerful freeing and purifying effect even though no particular sin is being confessed and though no absolution may be warranted. Confession provides a place for godly counsel. You might argue that this is more germane to spiritual direction than to confession, and I would probably not disagree. But, the fact is that there precious few spiritual directors available who are trained in the classical tradition, directors who can (or will) offer godly counsel on these matters. So, I include disclosure of thoughts under the heading of confession; and I do not know of anyone in our parishes who would not benefit from that.

Our commitment to catholicity also commends confession; as Anglicans we claim to take our place in the one, holy, catholic and Apostolic Church. Confession is a Sacrament in that Church, in both the Orthodox and Roman Catholic expressions of the faith once delivered to the saints — a Sacrament crucial/essential for spiritual health and formation. It seems to me that there is spiritual danger in rejecting it or trivializing it, a certain hubris that impoverishes our people and distances Anglicans from the great catholic Tradition. There is room for disagreement with my conviction, but I choose to stay with the Church, and that means staying with confession and practicing it as a Sacrament, Article XXV (OF THE SACRAMENTS) perhaps notwithstanding.

Lastly, there is the imperative in the letter of St. James to confess your sins to one another and pray for one another that you may be healed (see James 5:16). Did James envision confession exactly as it is practiced today? Probably not, but this is the way confession has developed in the Church; this is the faith and practice as we have received it. It is the Church being true to Scripture as the consensus of the faithful have interpreted Scriptures over centuries. I am content with that.

So, that is my apology — at least part of it — for why we should encourage our parishioners to avail themselves of confession. Now, the question is: How do we get them to come? Here, I wish I had better answers. I’ll mention a few ideas and I welcome you to add to them if you have found anything that “works” for you.

The first comes from St. Paisios (1924-1994):

“The paralytic could not walk, but others brought him to Christ. This is how we must bring our brothers to the liturgy and to confession through our silent prayers and love.”

Prayer: just as we pray for all ministries in our parish, we must pray that this ministry of confession would prosper, that our parishioners will be drawn to confession. Love: we must love our parishioners into confession, not least by presenting the church, and by extension the confessional, not as a courtroom but as a hospital, a place of healing for the soul, by letting them know that they will experience not judgment but compassion, not condemnation but healing and restoration.

Second, we can emphasize confession in our worship, preaching, catechesis, and spiritual formation. Read The Exhortation in worship as suggested in the BCP and perhaps even more frequently. Emphasize confession in catechesis for membership, baptism, and confirmation. Offer spiritual formation classes — or whatever you call them — on confession broadly considered, including such topics as the thoughts and disclosure of thoughts, examination of conscience, the Rite of Reconciliation. De-mystify and normalize confession by teaching it.

Third, have regularly scheduled times for confession and a clear process for signing up for it. Advertise that in the bulletin, on the church website, in parish emails. Let the parishioners know that confession isn’t reserved just for Lent — and perhaps Advent — but that it is a normal part of Christian/Anglican faith and practice. In our parish we have three ways to request confession: through digital sign up on the website, through a telephone call to the church office, and by direct request to a priest. Since we have the blessing of multiple priests, we have a monthly rota of confessors; any request made online and generally those requests received through the office are assigned to the monthly on-call confessor. Those requests made to individual priests are taken by those priests.

Fourth, if you have a website, post good articles about confession there. If you have brochures about various ministries and activities in the parish, write one on confession and include it among them. Write about confession periodically on the church’s social media. When appropriate, mention your own experience with confession, not as confessor, but as penitent. Get the word out on every occasion and in every way.

This is slow, steady work and I doubt you will see major returns on it in the short term. But any growth is a good thing.

Logistics

The parish where I serve, Apostles Anglican Church, does not have the classical confessional, the booth or closet divided by a screen or curtain; I have never seen one in an Anglican Church, though I am fairly certain they exist. We most often hear confessions in the St. Mary Magdalene Chapel just off the nave. It is sacred space, set apart for corporate and private prayer and for confession. It is private but not isolated. It is open during the normal hours of the church day. In that description of the chapel, I have laid out my basic convictions about appropriate space.

First, confession is a sacramental rite of the Church and should normally be conducted in consecrated space. Of course, emergency confessions can be heard anywhere: in hospital rooms, in homes, by the side of the road. But, the proper place for scheduled confession is in the church, in consecrated space. My bishop, ++Foley Beach, prefers confession in the nave/chancel, at the main altar of the church. But in our case, for example, it is more difficult to maintain privacy in the nave than in the chapel, so, with his blessing, we opt for the chapel. I recognize this may present some challenges to those who do not own their church building and who have only limited access to a shared or rented space. Because those circumstance can vary greatly, I cannot offer specific solutions, only the general principle of consecrate space, if at all possible, and a few cautions.

Since confession is confidential, the place chosen should be private but not isolated, a place where the rite will not be interrupted but where no accusations of scandal could reasonably be leveled. Confession should generally be offered during normal church hours when other people are present in the building. Again, the main idea is private, but not isolated. I know of no way to say this without appearing sexist, but these matters are particularly important with a female penitent. To the greatest extent possible, we must protect the integrity and reputation of both penitent and confessor. Even more fraught is the situation with a minor penitent. The minor has the same right of access to confession as an adult, and the same expectation of confidentiality. But, in today’s climate of suspicion of priests and of real sexual exploitation by some priests, this is a most sensitive manner. While I might place a hand upon the head of an adult penitent while pronouncing absolution, I would not do so with a minor. I would always maintain appropriate distance and not touch the minor at all.

I have emphasized the normative use of sacred space, the need for privacy but not isolation, and the presence of other people in the building. Sometimes it may not be possible to satisfy all these requirements in a timely fashion. Let me sketch out a scenario. Our church is closed on Fridays and Saturdays. Suppose a parishioner contacted me on one of those days, clearly in some spiritual distress, asking to make confession that day. I am not going to refuse or delay. What are some options? I might explain to the parishioner that the building is closed and that I cannot hear confession with just the two of us present. I might ask if the parishioner could bring a friend or family member along to wait in another part of the building while I hear the confession. If that were not possible, I might resort to another location. We have covered porches/entries at our church, outside and visible. I might hear confession there. Or, there is a nearby park with scattered benches that are visible but private. I might hear confession there. In my opinion — and it is just my opinion — the avoidance of scandal is more crucial than the use of sacred space in extraordinary situations. If I had any qualms about having heard a confession in that manner, I would contact my bishop after the fact, explain the situation, and let him speak to my decision and what I might do going forward.

True “emergency” confessions offer their own challenges. If a hospitalized parishioner is facing a major health crisis or procedure, for example, I generally ask family and friends who might be visiting if I might have a few private moments with the patient and ask them to wait outside the door to ensure our privacy. Then I invite the patient to make confession. Sometimes they do and sometimes they don’t, but the opportunity is provided.

Now, for just a few practical matters about space. Prayer books should be available, as should kneelers, if possible, and certainly tissues and a trash can. The room should be clearly marked as “In Use” so that the rite will not be disturbed.

The Rite of Reconciliation of Penitents

The rite itself as given in the BCP 2019 is brief and straightforward. Even so, if I have not heard the confession of a given penitent previously, I always ask if he/she has made confession before using that rite. If not, I briefly “walk” him/her through it pointing out what each of us will say, when he/she will sit or kneel, how and when I might give godly counsel, and so on. I briefly explain the nature of sacramental confession and the grace it mediates. I also emphasize the absolute seal of the confession, how the seal applies to whatever is confessed in the context of the rite itself. Just as an aside, some people erroneously seem to think that whatever is said to a priest in any context, even in casual conversation, is strictly confidential and under the seal. As you know, and as we need to make clear on occasion, the seal applies strictly and only to what is confessed during the rite itself, not in conversation outside the confessional.

As a personal practice, not least to orient myself properly to hear confession, I will begin the rite with a private prayer followed by a selection from the Psalter or the Canticles: Psalm 51 or the Kyrie Pantokrator for example. I usually ask the penitent to say the selection with me, either in unison or responsively. Likewise, after the absolution and before the concluding prayer I will often include a portion from a psalm, e.g., Psalm 32 or 103. In these cases I read the Psalm myself and invite the penitent to hear it as God’s word to him/her. This is just personal practice, not part of the rite itself, but I find it meaningful.

As the penitent makes confession, I am looking for these characteristics of a good confession.

1. Confession of sin: acknowledgement, without excuse, of the sin committed

2. Contrition: true sorrow for the sin itself

3. Restitution: amelioration of the effects of the sin to the greatest extent possible

4. Amendment of life: evidence of a changed life or of an adequate plan for change

5. Penance: willingness to accept the guidance and direction of the confessor

Now, this is the difficult part of confession — thanks be to God it has not happened to me yet — but if these characteristics, in part or whole, are absent it might not be possible, in good faith, to offer absolution. So, for example, if a penitent had stolen something but had not yet returned it or made adequate compensation, I would not offer absolution until he/she had done so. This example if a bit more fraught: suppose a penitent who makes regular confession continues, time after time, to confess a particular sin but has resolutely failed to implement any of the godly counsel given, evidences no struggle against the sin, and has no plan for amendment of life. Again, I would hesitate to offer absolution. In all such cases, I would make clear that absolution is the goal, and I would specify precisely what the penitent must do to receive absolution in the future. This is a weighty matter. Thankfully, such situations are rare, at least in my experience.

Let me mention one other type of confession I have encountered: I call them “New Year’s Resolution” Confessions. The confession consists of statements like “I need to be more patient,” or “I need to control my anger better,” to which I want to — but don’t — reply, “Well, don’t we all?” I don’t take these “confessions” lightly; there is something there burdening the penitent, something real to be confessed. I just can’t tell what it is from what has been said. So, here, I would gently probe a bit. “How does your impatience usually manifest? Can you give me a recent example? When was the last time you lost your temper? What triggers your anger?” In addition to a spiritual purpose for this, there is a pedagogical purpose: teaching the penitent to identify sin, to name it for what it is, so it can be confessed specifically.

Along these same lines, I have also found that penitents — particularly those new to confession — have difficulty recognizing and naming sin for what it is. Either they feel guilty about something that is not truly sinful at all — overly scrupulous penitents — or else they misidentify the problem. What they confess as pride or anger may actually be a manifestation of hurt or fear. This can get very complicated and may need more than confession. It might involve longer term pastoral care or spiritual direction or even counseling in conjunction with confession. But, gentle questioning during the confession might begin to open this up.

Special Considerations: Limitations of Confession and Overlapping Relationships

Limitations of Confession

Though confession shares come characteristics with pastoral care and spiritual direction such as godly counsel and direction (see The Exhortation), they are not identical and should not be conflated. Both pastoral care and confession are occasional in that some need occasions each. But, while pastoral care often extends to multiple sessions, confession ends with the absolution offered at the end of the rite. Pastoral care sessions also tend to be longer in duration than confessions.

Spiritual direction is an open ended relationship which can, and often does, extend for years. It is not an occasional relationship; there is typically no presenting issue. Instead, spiritual direction is formative. If a spiritual director is not a priest and matters requiring confession emerge during direction, the director might well recommend confession to the directee. Likewise, if issues of formation arise in confession, the priest may recommend the penitent seek out a spiritual director. The various ministries are complementary, but not interchangeable.

Though this is reductive, I might summarize the relationships in this way. The focus of confession is absolution. The focus of spiritual direction is formation. The function of pastoral care is the resolution of a particular problem/issue. Each has a certain scope and limitation, and the differences need to be acknowledged and maintained.

Overlapping Relationships and Contrary Counsel

This complementarity of confession, pastoral care, and spiritual direction, while generally beneficial, can, on occasion, be problematic. The chief “danger” is conflicting or contrary counsel. For example, suppose a penitent “confesses” a struggle with prayer or a particular temptation. Either of these might be the appropriate domain of confession since either might be a symptom of underlying sin. It is appropriate for the confessor to address that sin and provide godly counsel. But, suppose the penitent also has a spiritual director. Or, suppose he/she has recently seen another confessor for the same issue. Now, any counsel given runs the risk of conflicting with prior counsel, breeding confusion in the mind of the penitent. I might suggest — and it is only a suggestion — asking the penitent if he/she has a director or another confessor with whom he/she has spoken concerning the matter. If so, I defer to the other counselor and restrict myself to hearing and evaluating the confession and providing absolution. I inform the penitent of this approach and encourage him/her to continue conversations with the director or confessor.

Q&A/Closing

We have just scratched the surface of the complexities of hearing confession. Ongoing conversations are essential to good practice; we need to learn from one another. I end with a plea to the elder confessors among us: pass on the tradition and your experience with it to the next generation. It is a gift to the Church.

In the time we have remaining, let’s have some Q&A and some comments.

The Lord be with you.
And with your spirit.

Let us pray.

Go before us, O Lord, in all our doings with your most gracious favor, and further us with your continual help; that in all our works begun, continued, and ended in you, we may glorify your holy Name, and finally, through your mercy, obtain everlasting life; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

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Formed Conference 2026: Examination of Conscience

Formed Conference 2026
Fr. John A. Roop

Examination of Conscience

The Lord be with you.
And with your spirit.

Let us pray.

Almighty and eternal God, so draw our hearts to you, so guide our minds, so fill our imaginations, so control our wills, that we may be wholly yours, utterly dedicated to you; and then use us, we pray, as you will, and always to your glory and the welfare of your people; through our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Amen.

Greetings

Greetings, fellow sinners. If that description doesn’t apply to you, then nothing I plan to say will apply to you and you are certainly justified in leaving now.

I call you fellow sinners, in part, to emphasize that I have no great expertise in this topic, just a considerable amount of experience with sin. We are in this together, one sinner helping another sinner to repent.

The topic of this presentation is the Examination of Conscience, that internal spiritual inventory that prepares us to make a good confession.

Introduction

According to the Additional Directions Concerning Holy Communion in the Book of Common Prayer 2019:

The Exhortation is traditionally read on the First Sunday of Advent, the First Sunday in Lent, and Trinity Sunday (BCP 2019, p. 140).

We generally follow that traditional practice in our parish, though we sometimes “slide” The Exhortation to the week following Trinity Sunday. What with reading the Athanasian Creed on Trinity Sunday and trying to preach an orthodox sermon, there is a lot of heavy theological and liturgical lifting going on already, and we don’t want The Exhortation to get lost as too much of a good thing. The Exhortation is too important in the life of the Church and in the formation of her members to risk glossing over it. It is also too germane to our topic, the Examination of Conscience, to ignore it here today. So, I would like start by reading a significant portion of The Exhortation. As I read, listen for such key words as judge, examine, examination, conscience.

Dearly beloved in the Lord: if you intend to come to the Holy Communion of the Body and Blood of our Savior Jesus Christ, you must consider how Saint Paul, in his First Letter to the Corinthians, exhorts us all diligently to examine ourselves before we presume to eat of that Bread, and drink of that Cup. For as the benefit is great, if we receive that holy Sacrament with a truly penitent heart and lively faith, spiritually eating the Flesh of Christ and drinking his Blood, so that we might be made one with Christ and he with us; so also is the danger great, if we receive these gifts unworthily. For then we become guilty of profaning the Body and Blood of Christ our Savior, and we eat and drink to our own condemnation.

Therefore, judge yourselves lest you be judged by the Lord. First, examine your life by the rule of God’s commandments. Wherever you have offended, either by thought, word, or deed, confess your sins to Almighty God, with the full intention to amend your life. Be ready to make restitution for all injuries and wrongs you have done to others; and also be ready to forgive others who have offended you: for otherwise, if you unworthily receive Holy Communion, you will increase your own condemnation. Therefore, repent of your sins, or else do not come to God’s Holy Table.

If you have come here today with a troubled conscience, and you need help and counsel, come to me, or to some other Priest, and confess your sins, that you may receive godly counsel, direction, and absolution. To do so will both satisfy your conscience and remove any scruples or doubt (BCP 2019, pp. 147-148).

As I read this, it seems to me that there are two types of examination of conscience mentioned. Let’s take the latter one first, the case in which your conscience examines you, the case of the “guilty” or troubled conscience that will give you no rest. Your conscience impinges upon your awareness — imposes itself upon you — and forces you to realize that you need help and godly counsel, direction and absolution from a priest. If I may liken this to dentistry, you have broken a crown or you have a toothache. The symptoms are obvious and persistent. You need help and you know it. You call the dentist hoping that he can find a way to work you into the schedule immediately.

Then, there is the second, more subtle case in which you examine your conscience, intentionally and systematically. Your conscience isn’t troubled, but perhaps it should be. No symptoms of spiritual ill health are obvious — at least they are not obvious or troublesome to you. They may reside at a deeper, hidden level, or even be apparent only to others. You need to take stock; you need to do a spiritual inventory. Again, back to dentistry: you are not aware of any problems, but you still schedule a cleaning and examination every six months to look for hidden issues, perhaps even minor ones — the beginning of a cavity or the presence of a hairline crack — that may prove disastrous if left undetected and unresolved.

So, too, we perform a periodic examination of conscience. Even though The Exhortation is traditionally read only thrice yearly, it pertains to the examination of conscience necessary before presenting for Holy Communion, and that suggests a certain baseline frequency of more than three times a year: as often as you present for Communion — and for many or most of us that is weekly — so often is an examination of conscience warranted.

One more notion before we look at the details of conducting an examination of conscience. I think it is helpful to view this process as therapeutic and not as juridical, as being more akin to a medical exam than to a trial. The goal of a medical examination is ultimately human flourishing in the realm of physical health and well-being. It may reveal things that we wish weren’t there at all — high blood pressure, arthritis — but it does so in order to treat them, to remedy them to the greatest extent possible so that the patient might enjoy fullness of life. The doctor doesn’t judge or condemn the patient, but comes along side to help. At the end of the exam, the patient should be able to say, “I’m glad I did that. I can be healthier now, I can live better, because of it.” Of course, like all analogies, this one breaks down if pushed too far. Some physical exams reveal issues that cannot be treated, but must simply be borne. In the worst of cases, the exams may reveal terminal illness. But, that is not the case with examination of conscience. By the grace and power of the Holy Spirit, whatever spiritual illness is disclosed in the examination of conscience can be healed. The path to recovery may be long and difficult, but there is a path, and we don’t walk it alone.

Examination of Conscience

Where do we start with an examination of conscience? With prayer, of course. We are not always objective about the state of our hearts: sometimes we are blind to problems that are there and sometimes we imagine problems that are not there. We need the Holy Spirit to search our hearts and to reveal their true condition. The Psalms help us pray, help us to invoke the Holy Spirit. The whole of Psalm 139 is germane, but the last two verses, as found in the BCP 2019, offer an extraordinarily rich prayer:

23 Search me, O God, and know my heart;
try me and examine my thoughts.

24 Look well if there be any way of wickedness in me,
and lead me in the way everlasting (Psalm 139:23-24, BCP 2019, p. 456).

Psalm 51, a Psalm of David, is offered by one only too aware of his sin; David’s conscience, helped along by Nathan, has examined David’s heart and has found it wanting with regard to Bathsheba and Uriah. David cries out for mercy. The end he longs for is the same as the goal of the Examination of Conscience. It is captured in verses 10-12 and makes for a very good prayer:

10 Create in me a clean heart, O God,
and renew a right spirit within me.

11 Cast me not away from your presence,
and take not your holy Spirit from me.

12 O give me the comfort of your help again,
and sustain me with your willing Spirit (Psalm 51:10-12, BCP 2019, p. 334).

There is a prayer in the St. Bernard’s Breviary that I find helpful. It is specifically a prayer before confession, but, since that is a particularly appropriate time for Examination of Conscience the two go together.

O HOLY SPIRIT, Source of all light, Spirit of wisdom, of understanding, and of knowledge, come to my assistance and enable me to make a good confession. Enlighten me, and help me now to know my sins as one day I shall be forced to recognize them before thy judgment seat. Bring to my mind the evil which I have done and the good which I have neglected. Permit me not to be blinded by self-love. Grant me, moreover, heartfelt sorrow for my transgressions, knowing how deeply they have wounded the living Heart of my Heavenly Father; and help me to make a good confession that all stain of guilt may be washed away in the Precious Blood of my Saviour Jesus Christ. Amen (St. Bernard Breviary, Ben Jeffries, Ed., Anglican Liturgy Press (2024), p. 2015).

Lastly, there is a scriptural image and a Byzantine hymn (kontakion) based on it that I find helpful as a prelude to an Examination of Conscience; they inform my understanding of and my prayer for an Examination of Conscience. The image is of the Transfiguration of Christ, specifically as it is portrayed in Orthodox icons. Theophanes the Greek, teacher of great icon painter Andrei Rublev, painted the classic Transfiguration icon in 1408. In it Christ, who is elevated and glorified in light, is shown in company with Moses and Elijah on the mountain. Below, having fallen on the ground, are Peter, James, and John. Peter is reaching toward Jesus offering to build tents. James and John are turned away from the Lord and are shielding their eyes from his glory. It is clearly overpowering and they cannot take it in. This leads to the hymn:

You were transfigured upon the Mount, O Christ our God, and Your disciples, in so far as they could bear it, beheld Your glory. Thus, when they see You crucified, they may understand Your voluntary passion, and proclaim to the world that You are truly the radiance of the Father (Kontakion of Holy Transfiguration).

Here is the key line once again: Your disciples, in so far as they could bear it (emphasis added), beheld Your glory. This is what I seek in an Examination of Conscience: to behold my sin only in so far as I can bear it. If the Spirit revealed to me the full burden of my sin, I am certain it would break me. Elder Sophrony (+1993) taught from within the Orthodox tradition that we must learn to “bear a little shame,” and that such bearing of shame must be both voluntary and gradual, a little at a time. So, I never worry that I have not fully examined my conscience or that I have missed something. Of course I have; by God’s grace I have. Thanks be to God that I only see a bit of my heart’s impurity at any one time.

The Great Commandment

So, having sought God’s help in prayer, how might we begin the Examination of Conscience proper?

Several years ago, I was gathered with a group of priests at a diocesan clergy retreat for a time of prayer. One of the most senior priests among us — a man who had served faithfully and sacrificially for many years — began with this request. And here I must paraphrase: Brothers, pray for me because I have not yet even begun to love the Lord my God with all my heart and soul and mind and strength.

That remains one of the most honest, poignant, and humbling moments of my own ministry, not least because his confession examined my conscience, too. In our Eucharistic liturgy we hear these words from our Lord:

You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind. This is the first and great commandment. And the second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as yourself. On these two commandments depend all the Law and the Prophets (BCP 2019, p. 106).

This elder priest at the clergy retreat had said those words countless times to others and clearly to himself. He knew — like our liturgy knows — that this is the place to start in any Examination of Conscience, with rightly ordered loves. Get this right and everything falls in place under it; get it wrong and everything just falls.

So, as we begin an Examination of Conscience, we take stock of our loves: not of feelings, not of emotions, but of resolute commitment and faithfulness. Love of God looks like keeping his commandments. “If you love me, you will keep my commandments,” Jesus said (John 14:15). And, as for loving our neighbors, St. Thomas Aquinas describes love as willing the good of the other. With James, the brother of our Lord in mind, I might add to that: willing and acting for the good of the other. So, the most basic notion is this: in every circumstance, choose the way of love — first, love for God and second, love for neighbor. To examine my conscience I might ask: “Where have I failed to choose the path of love?” “Where have I elevated other loves over love of God?” “Where have I loved myself too dearly and chosen myself over the legitimate claims of others for my love?” For many of us, this may be sufficient for our Examination of Conscience. But, if we want to go deeper, to be more specific, we can move to the Law, to the Commandments, which we also rehearse in our liturgy.

The Decalogue and the Sermon on the Mount

God spoke these words and said:

I am the LORD your God.

You shall have no other gods but me.

You shall not make for yourself any idol.

You shall not take the Name of the LORD your God in vain.

Remember the Sabbath day and keep it holy.

Honor your father and your mother.

You shall not murder.

You shall not commit adultery.

You shall not steal.

You shall not bear false witness against your neighbor.

You shall not covet (The Decalogue, BCP, pp. 100-101).

As we allow these commandments to examine us, we must read them in context of Jesus’ own expansive interpretation given in the Sermon on the Mount, Matthew 5-7. No, I haven’t committed murder, but have I been angry — really angry — with my brother? Have I refused to forgive him, binding his sins to him — to his destruction — rather than releasing him into the mercy of God? Have I withheld aid — which I could have given — to his detriment? And so on, the questions about murder go. I have not lied about my neighbor, have not borne false witness in the strict, letter of the law, sense. But have I slandered him or disparaged him or impugned his reputation, either in the real world or online. And, as for “you shall not covet,” perhaps I should look at my recent Amazon purchases to see how many of those were prompted by envy of what someone else has, or by the clever advertising strategies psychologically designed to stir up my covetousness. The point is that we must read the commandments broadly if they are to read our consciences deeply.

The Great Litany

In our Anglican Tradition, the deprecations in The Great Litany (BCP 2019, pp. 91-92) offer some guidance in examination of conscience:

From all blindness of heart; from pride, vanity, and hypocrisy;

from envy, hatred, and malice; and from all lack of charity,

Good Lord, deliver us.

From all disordered and sinful affections; and from all the deceits of the world, the flesh, and the devil,

Good Lord, deliver us.

From all false doctrine, heresy, and schism; from hardness of heart, and contempt of your Word and commandments,

Good Lord, deliver us.

The Eight Evil Thoughts (the Seven Deadly Sins)

If we need more, we might move on from here to an Examination of Conscience based on the eight evil thoughts (logismoi) enumerated by the Desert Father Evagrius Ponticus (c. 346-399):

1. Gluttony: demanding too much of even a good thing — food and drink, certainly, but generally the inability to say “no” or “enough” to anything, even to good things

2. Lust: sexual impurity of all kinds. Just a note here. Lust can also be present in a marital relationship where one spouse treats the other merely as an object of sexual gratification.

3. Avarice (greed, love of money)

4. Dejection or Sadness: Just a personal note here. It seems to me that there has been a great emphasis in the church of late on lament: fair enough. But lament, grief, mourning is a wilderness that God’s people pass through on the way to the promised land. It’s not a place where we settle down and build houses and grow comfortable lest dejection and sadness solidify into despair and become a core identity.

5. Anger

6. Despondency or Listlessness (akedia/acedia), a distaste for or disinterest in holy things: In our time, I would include distraction as a form of acedia since it keeps us from attention to holy things. Media of all kinds specializes in and stirs up a spirit of distraction and thus promotes acedia.

7. Vainglory: an undue concern for what others think of us; pandering for the sake of praise

8. Pride: considering yourself so superior to others that you no longer even care what they think, perhaps not even what God thinks

You might recognize these eight evil thought as the basis for the seven deadly sins (adapted from Saint Augustine’s Prayer Book (Revised Edition, 2014), David Cobb (Ed.), Forward Movement (2018), pp. 120-132).

PRIDE (irreverence, presumption, distrust, disobedience, impenitence, vanity, arrogance)

ANGER (resentment, quarreling, holding of grudges, retaliation)

ENVY (jealousy, malice, contempt)

GREED (inordinate ambition, domination, favoritism, avarice, wastefulness, hoarding)

GLUTTONY (overindulgence, lack of discipline)

LUST (unfaithfulness in relationships, immodesty, cruelty, pornography)

SLOTH (laziness, busy-ness, indifference to holy things)

Vows

Another important element of the Examination of Conscience is fidelity to vows that we have taken. All of us, I assume, have taken baptismal vows and most of us have reaffirmed them multiple times, not least in the sacramental rite of Confirmation. I find it helpful to read them again from time to time as I examine my heart. Have I been faithful? Never perfectly so.

Some of us have taken additional vows: marriage and holy orders. Again, it is good and right that we evaluate our lives in terms of faithfulness to these vows, to let them examine our conscience. Read them periodically and take stock of your faithfulness to them.

Ignatian Examination of Conscience: The Prayer of Examen

So far we have considered a pretty thoroughgoing Examination of Conscience, both broad and deep. It is not something I would be likely to do daily: perhaps weekly before the Eucharist, perhaps before meeting with a spiritual director or before making regular confession to my priest. But, there is another widely known and used Examination of Conscience that is intended for daily use. It is the Ignatian Examination of Conscience often called the Prayer of Examen or simply the Examen.

This prayer was adapted by St. Ignatius of Loyola (1491-1556), founder of the Society of Jesus (the Jesuits), for use in that religious order. But, its simplicity and benefits have taken it far beyond the confines of the Jesuits. Its classical expression is found in The Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius, the most foundational document of Ignatian spirituality.

There are many forms of prayer in Ignatian spirituality, but none more important than the Examen. For the Jesuit, even if no other prayers are offered during the day, the Examen must not be omitted. It is offered either in the evening or both at midday and at evening.

METHOD OF MAKING THE GENERAL EXAMINATION OF CONSCIENCE

There are five points in this method

1. The first point is to give thanks to God our Lord for the favors received.

2. The second point is to ask for grace to know my sins and to rid myself of them.

3. The third point is to demand an account of my soul from the time of rising up to the present examination. I should go over one hour after another one period after another. The thoughts should be examined first, then the words, and finally, the deeds in the same order as was explained under the Particular Examination of Conscience.

4. The fourth point will be to ask pardon of God our Lord for my faults.

5. The fifth point will be to resolve to amend with the grace of God. Close with an Our Father (The Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius Based On Studies In The Language Of The Autograph, Louis J. Puhl, Ed., Loyola Press (1951), p. 23).

The Examen has been adapted and revised countless times by those who use it and teach it. Dorothy Day (1897-1980), founder of the Catholic Worker Movement, wrote of it in her journals noting that Ignatius favored two periods of examen each day, each of fifteen minutes duration. She summarized her approach to it this way.

1. Thank God for favors.

2. Beg for light [that is, the grace to see clearly]

3. Survey

4. Repent

5. Resolve (The Jesuit Guide To (Almost) Everything, James Martin, SJ, Harper One (2010), p. 96)

This is, to me, a helpful way of approaching the Examen; I can remember those steps easily enough. I offer just a few notes on them.

Thank God for favors. Don’t ignore the small graces, which are really not small at all: waking up in a place where bombs are not raining down on you, waking up next to someone you love, the warm water of the shower, the taste of that first cup of coffee, the vocation to which God has called you this day — the opportunity to do good work, and so on throughout your day.

Beg for Light. Lord, let me see myself as you see me, in so far as I can bear it.

Survey. Here Ignatius specified that we should examine thoughts, words, and deeds, and I might add, because the Prayer Book does, things done and left undone, again in thought, word, and deed.

Repent. This is honest acknowledgement without excuse, and remorse without despair.

Resolve. This is amendment of life, how, with God’s grace, you will reject these same errors going forward.

I might also suggest that for those of you who journal, the Examen is a wonderful writing prompt.

Practice

Fr. Jarrod had hoped that there might be something we could do together in this session, some practice of Examination of Conscience we might engage. I think this Prayer of Examen is ideal. So, for the next few minutes I will walk you through the steps. I will announce the step, using Dorothy Day’s method, and pause to give you time to engage with it. You need not watch the time; I will pace us. I will move through all five steps and we will close together with the Lord’s Prayer.

Closing

In the Beatitudes, Jesus told us that the pure of heart are blessed because they will see God. Examination of Conscience is one way — an important way — of discerning impurities in the heart. And that is a first step toward purification itself.

Let us pray.

10 Create in me a clean heart, O God,

and renew a right spirit within me.

11 Cast me not away from your presence,

and take not your holy Spirit from me.

12 O give me the comfort of your help again,

and sustain me with your willing Spirit.

15 O Lord, open my lips,

and my mouth shall show forth your praise,

through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen.

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Holy Cross Day

Apostles Anglican Church
Fr. John A. Roop

Holy Cross Day (14 September)
(Is 45:21-25 / Ps 98 / Phil 2:5-11 / John 12:31-36a)

Collect
Almighty God, whose Son our Savior Jesus Christ was lifted high upon the cross that he might draw the whole world to himself: Mercifully grant that we, who glory in the mystery of our redemption, may have grace to take up our cross and follow him; who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, in glory everlasting. Amen.

Both here and in all your churches throughout the world,
we adore you, O Christ, and we bless you.
Because by your holy cross you have redeemed the world.

In the Name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.

The siege began on 14 April, in the year 70 AD. Four years earlier the Jews had rebelled against Rome, and Rome had finally had enough of that irritation. From that moment, Jerusalem was doomed. The siege lasted only four months, four difficult, horrible months for the Jews trapped in the city. The walls were breached in August, and by 8 September the Roman General Titus — soon to be Emperor — had razed the city and the temple. All was ruin and rubble.

Some sixty years later, circa 130, the Emperor Hadrian began to rebuild Jerusalem as a Roman city, Aelia Capitolina. This reconstruction altered the landscape of Jerusalem; many holy sites were lost — some covered with fill dirt and rubble, some buried under new construction — Calvary and the Holy Sepulchre among them.

Fast forward to the reign of Constantine (AD 306 – 337) who ended the formal Roman persecution against the Christians in 313 and declared Christianity a tolerated religion. Surely, Constantine had political motives for this, but his own conversion to the faith seems genuine, so that he may rightly be called the first Christian Emperor. He built churches and supported the clergy. He called the Council of Nicaea to deal with heresy and to define and unify the orthodox faith. And he turned his attention toward the holy city of Jerusalem.

The holy places in Jerusalem needed churches to mark them and to serve as sites for pilgrimage, so Constantine thought; he set about the task of locating those sites and building those churches. None were more important than Calvary and the Holy Sepulchre, sites lost during the building of Aelia Capitolina. Pious legend tells how Constantine awarded his devout Christian mother Helena the honorable task of locating those sites and directing the building of the churches. The early Church historian Eusebius wrote this about Helena:

Especially abundant were the gifts she bestowed on the naked and unprotected poor. To some she gave money, to others an ample supply of clothing; she liberated some from imprisonment, or from the bitter servitude of the mines; others she delivered from unjust oppression, and others again, she restored from exile. While, however, her character derived luster from such deeds … , she was far from neglecting personal piety toward God. She might be seen continually frequenting His Church, while at the same time she adorned the houses of prayer with splendid offerings, not overlooking the churches of the smallest cities. In short, this admirable woman was to be seen, in simple and modest attire, mingling with the crowd of worshipers, and testifying her devotion to God by a uniform course of pious conduct” (The Life of Constantine, XLIV, XLV).

The stories of how Helena located Calvary and the true cross of Christ are many and varied. I’ll mention just two that I like. While searching for Calvary, Helena noticed a large patch of an aromatic herb unknown to her. She felt compelled to dig in that spot and there she uncovered the wood from three separate crosses, those of the thieves and Jesus. As an aside, that herb is now named basil, from the Greek basileus meaning king. Many churches are decorated with basil plants in observance of Holy Cross Day.

So far, so good; Helena had discovered Calvary and wood from three crosses. But which one was the true cross of Christ? A woman suffering from a terminal illness was brought to the spot and asked to touch the wood from each of the crosses in turn. When she touched the wood of the last one, she was miraculously healed; that must be the true cross of Christ. And so began the veneration of the Holy Cross of our Lord Jesus. The church built on that site to house the cross was completed on 13 September 335 and formally dedicated the next day, 14 September, which we now observe as Holy Cross Day.

Holy Cross Day is an occasion to think deeply about the cross, to venerate it: not to worship it but to reverence it, to honor it as the instrument on which and through which the Lord Jesus triumphed over sin and death, trampling hell and Satan under his feet. This is a day perhaps to sit silently before the cross, to gaze at it in wonder, to sing its glory. In the church of my youth we had no custom of venerating the cross, but we did sing this:

On a hill far away stood an old rugged cross
The emblem of suffering and shame
And I love that old cross where the dearest and best
For a world of lost sinners was slain

So I’ll cherish the old rugged cross
Till my trophies at last I lay down
And I will cling to the old rugged cross
And exchange it some day for a crown (The Old Rugged Cross, The Rev’d George Bernard)

In the Anglican Church, as part of the Good Friday liturgy, we may observe Devotion Before the Cross. A covered wooden cross is brought into the church in the sight of the people. As it is uncovered, this antiphon is said or sung:

Behold the wood of the Cross, on which was hung the world’s Salvation.
O come, let us adore him.

Anthems follow:

We glory in your Cross, O Lord,
and praise and glorify your holy resurrection;
for by virtue of your Cross
joy has come to the whole world (Anthem 1, BCP 2019, p. 574).

We adore you, O Christ, and we bless you,
because by your holy Cross you have redeemed the world (BCP 2019, Anthem 2, p. 574).

Those who are not Christians are sometimes puzzled at our devotion to the cross. Why take a murder weapon and make it the symbol of the faith? Why venerate the cross? This is a good day to reflect on those questions.

The Roman Empire was certainly one of the world’s greatest civilizations, but, at its core, it was based upon violence — threatened and real — and upon power, brute force exercised by the government. Its military instilled fear and obedience. Its justice did likewise.

As an expression of its power and with the purpose of instilling fear, Rome devised the most brutal form of execution then known: crucifixion. Its purpose was not merely to physically torture and destroy the victim, but to publicly debase and humiliate the victim as a deterrent against similar crimes. Through the beatings, the forced march through town, the nailing of hands and feet, the stripping naked of the victim, the hours of agony suspended between heaven and earth, the mocking by the gathered crowds, Rome was declaring the victim to be sub-human, vermin, worthy only of being exterminated. All this came to Jesus not for anything he had done, not for any sin he had committed, but for us and for our salvation. He bore our sins on the cross in our stead. So the cross tells the great truth about us. Look at Jesus; this is what sin had done to us, what sin had reduced us to. That was our true state. When Pilate said, “Behold, the man,” he wasn’t just speaking about Jesus beaten, bloody, and shamed. He was speaking about mankind — about all of us and each of us — under the burden of sin. We sometimes wink and smile at sin: white lies, harmless infidelities, petty thefts, small betrayals, momentary anger — little things that everyone does. But the cross will not tolerate that self-deception. Look at Jesus on the cross. That is the result of your white lies, your harmless infidelities, and all the rest. That is what your sin has reduced you to. We venerate the cross because it confronts us with the damnable truth of our sin like nothing else can do.

But the cross also reveals to us the length, the depth, the breadth, and the height of God’s love for us in Christ Jesus, the willingness of God, in Christ, to sacrifice himself for us and for our salvation. The cross declares that those created in the image of God, though beaten, marched through town, stripped naked, nailed to a tree, mocked by evil powers through their own sins, are nevertheless the beloved of God in whose image they may be restored. We venerate the cross because it reveals to us the self-sacrificing, unfathomable love of God for us like nothing else can do.

There is no way to explain this, no words of human wisdom adequate for the mystery of the cross. There is only proclamation, adoration, veneration. As Paul writes:

1 Corinthians 1:18–21 (ESV): For the word of the cross is folly to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God. 19 For it is written,

“I will destroy the wisdom of the wise,

and the discernment of the discerning I will thwart.”

20 Where is the one who is wise? Where is the scribe? Where is the debater of this age? Has not God made foolish the wisdom of the world? 21 For since, in the wisdom of God, the world did not know God through wisdom, it pleased God through the folly of what we preach to save those who believe.

1 Corinthians 2:1–2 (ESV): And I, when I came to you, brothers, did not come proclaiming to you the testimony of God with lofty speech or wisdom. 2 For I decided to know nothing among you except Jesus Christ and him crucified.

We venerate the cross because we worship Christ Jesus and him crucified.

Holy Cross Day also marks the beginning of the Fall Ember Days, the Wednesday, Friday, and Saturday following Holy Cross Day. These are days to fast and pray for those called to ordained ministry in the Church.

Almighty God, the giver of all good gifts, in your divine providence you have appointed various orders in your Church: Give your grace, we humbly pray, to all who are [now] called to any office and ministry for your people; and so fill them with the truth of your doctrine and clothe them with holiness of life, that they may faithfully serve before you, to the glory of your great Name and for the benefit of your holy Church; through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you, in the unity of the Holy Spirit, one God, now and for ever. Amen (BCP 2019, p. 634).

Even as we pray for those in ordained ministry, we remember that the Church has four orders of ministry: the three ordained orders of bishop, priest, and deacon and the vastly larger and more fundamental order of the laity whose ministry is given in and through baptism. Along with the ordained orders, the laity share in the baptismal vocation of priests, prophets, and kings: priests who exercise a ministry of worship and reconciliation, prophets who have the vision of God’s truth and can say to the world “Thus says the Lord,” and kings who labor to bring God’s righteous rule to bear on earth as it is in heaven.

Why the close connection between Holy Cross Day and the Ember Days? Historically, it may simply be a matter of symmetry: one set of Ember Days in each of the four seasons corresponding to prominent feast days in the Church — Christmas, Lent, Pentecost and, yes, Holy Cross in the autumn. But, theologically? There is an intimate connection between the cross and Christian vocation. Vocation is, after all, nothing more or less than taking up the Cross of Christ and following him, nothing more or less than continuing/implementing the work begun on the Cross.

As another hymn from my childhood asked and answered:

Must Jesus bear the cross alone
And all the world go free?
No, there’s a cross for ev’ry one,
And there’s a cross for me (Must Jesus Bear the Cross Alone?, Thomas Shepherd).

Amen.

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The Gospel According To St. John

The Book of Signs: Chapter 5

St. John the Theologian

Apostles Anglican Church
Fr. John A. Roop

The Gospel of John, Chapter 5: The Healing at Bethesda

The Lord be with you.
And with your spirit.

Let us pray.

Go before us, O Lord, in all our doings with your most gracious favor, and further us with your continual help; that in all our works begun, continued, and ended in you, we may glorify your holy Name, and finally, through your mercy, obtain everlasting life; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

Introduction

I have never been to the town of Lourdes in France. Millions have visited, making pilgrimages there since 1858 when the Blessed Virgin Mary appeared to Bernadette Soubirous and the miraculous healings began. Currently, it is estimated that some six million people descend on Lourdes annually, including sixty thousand sick or disabled persons seeking healing through taking the waters. There is a spring at Lourdes in the Grotto of Massabielle that purportedly has healing powers; in the original apparition the Blessed Virgin Mary instructed people to “drink at the spring and bathe in it.”

Some two hundred million people have visited Lourdes since 1858, many of whom came specifically for healing. Of that total, there have been roughly 7000 reported healings. For lovers of statistics, that is 0.0035 percent. Of those 7000 reported healings only 70 have been verified and certified by the Roman Catholic Church. One hundred seventy years, two hundred million pilgrims, seventy certified healings: not to be crass or irreverent, but your odds of being healed at Lourdes are only marginally better than those of winning the Power Ball Lottery. Still, people play the lottery, and still millions come to the waters at Lourdes, some for devotional intent only, but many with terminal diagnoses and many carried by friends, many praying for healing.

The Grotto at Lourdes

Belief in healing waters is nothing new. In fact, it is the basis for the third of Jesus’s signs recorded by St. John.

The Healing at the Pool on the Sabbath

Let’s read the account of the sign, the healing of a lame man.

After this there was a feast of the Jews, and Jesus went up to Jerusalem.

Now there is in Jerusalem by the Sheep Gate a pool, in Aramaic called Bethesda, which has five roofed colonnades. In these lay a multitude of invalids—blind, lame, and paralyzed. One man was there who had been an invalid for thirty-eight years. When Jesus saw him lying there and knew that he had already been there a long time, he said to him, “Do you want to be healed?” The sick man answered him, “Sir, I have no one to put me into the pool when the water is stirred up, and while I am going another steps down before me.” Jesus said to him, “Get up, take up your bed, and walk.” And at once the man was healed, and he took up his bed and walked (John 5:1-9a).

Pool of Bethesda

This sounds very Lourdes-like, doesn’t it, people coming to the water that has a reputation for healing powers. Some few manuscripts of St. John’s Gospel — not the oldest or most reliable ones — include an additional verse that explains the source of healing and the source of the particular dilemma faced by this lame man:

4 for an angel of the Lord went down at certain seasons into the pool, and stirred the water; whoever stepped in first after the stirring of the water was healed of whatever disease he had.

Whether we believe this explanation or not doesn’t matter; people came expecting or at least hoping for healing.

Notice the question Jesus asks: “Do you want to be healed?” What do you think about such a question? Is it rhetorical or actual inquiry? Why might Jesus ask it?

A healing will change this man’s life profoundly in ways that he is perhaps not ready for and maybe won’t like. I have tried to help a few homeless persons get off the street and into stable housing. The efforts have always been unsuccessful. They were either unwilling to take the few steps necessary to start the process — sometimes as simple as a phone call — or else psychologically unable to make themselves do so. It was and is a mystery to me, but change is hard, and I have never been in their state before so I have no cause to judge. Do you want to enter a rehab program? Do you want to get off the streets? Do you want to be healed? These aren’t unreasonable questions. And, the man doesn’t answer directly. He simply explains to Jesus why he is still disabled; he has no one to help him into the water.

It is not, after all, the water that he needs, but rather a word of healing from Jesus.

Jesus said to him, “Get up, take up your bed, and walk.” And at once the man was healed, and he took up his bed and walked (John 5:8-9a).

Now, if we take this healing at face value as one of St. John’s seven signs, what is it a sign pointing to? What more do we know about Jesus or his mission through it? After all, we have seen Jesus heal before: the official’s son in John 4. What does this sign add?

Now, I must confess that I have cheated you a bit in my telling of the story. I have given you only the first part of verse 9 as if that concludes the account.

And at once the man was healed, and he took up his bed and walked (John 5:9a).

Stopping here implies that the physical healing is the sign. But, let’s hear the whole verse.

And at once the man was healed, and he took up his bed and walked. Now that day was the Sabbath (John 5:9).

Does that detail — that the healing took place on the Sabbath — change things, perhaps even change the nature of the sign? If you read the remainder of the chapter, the fact that the healing took place on the Sabbath is the only thing of importance to the Jewish authorities. They seem to take the actual healing with a grain of salt. But the Sabbath — that’s another matter entirely. So, I might suggest that we consider just the possibility that the timing of the healing, on the Sabbath, was the most important part of the sign. To explain that, I need to backtrack to John 2, to the cleansing of the temple.

What was the significance of the temple to the Jews? It was the focal point in space of the kingdom of God on earth as in heaven. It was where the glory of God resided or at least used to reside. It was the nexus of forgiveness and worship and prayer. It was the closest thing the Jews had to the kingdom of God in physical space. That is why it was so significant when Jesus cleansed the temple and called it his Father’s house. He was claiming authority over the kingdom of God in space.

What was the significance of the Sabbath? It was the focal point in time of the kingdom of God on earth as in heaven. It was the intersection of the age to come with this present age, a foretaste of that time when the world will be filled with the knowledge of the glory of God as the waters cover the sea. What the temple was in space, the Sabbath was in time. Now, keep in mind the earlier cleansing of the temple as you listen to the rest of this healing story play out.

Shabbat In Jerusalem

Now that day was the Sabbath. 10 So the Jews said to the man who had been healed, “It is the Sabbath, and it is not lawful for you to take up your bed.” 11 But he answered them, “The man who healed me, that man said to me, ‘Take up your bed, and walk.’ ” 12 They asked him, “Who is the man who said to you, ‘Take up your bed and walk’?” 13 Now the man who had been healed did not know who it was, for Jesus had withdrawn, as there was a crowd in the place. 14 Afterward Jesus found him in the temple and said to him, “See, you are well! Sin no more, that nothing worse may happen to you.” 15 The man went away and told the Jews that it was Jesus who had healed him. 16 And this was why the Jews were persecuting Jesus, because he was doing these things on the Sabbath. 17 But Jesus answered them, “My Father is working until now, and I am working.”

18 This was why the Jews were seeking all the more to kill him, because not only was he breaking the Sabbath, but he was even calling God his own Father, making himself equal with God (John 5:9b-18).

When he cleansed the temple, Jesus identified it as his Father’s house. Here, when Jesus answers the charges of violating the Sabbath by saying, “My Father is working until now, and I am working,” he identifies the Sabbath as his Father’s time. Put both of these accounts together, and we have Jesus acting as God, laying claim to God’s kingdom in both space and time. Where Jesus is, when he is there, that is the in-breaking of the Kingdom of God. The Jewish authorities knew exactly what he was claiming, and they sought to kill him for his blasphemy. So, I think we need to take our cue from the Jewish authorities as we read this text: the sign is not merely the healing of a disabled man, but the timing of the healing: on the Sabbath.

Discourse: Part 1 — The Father’s Work Given To the Son

Now, following the sign, we have an extended discourse, Jesus speaking directly to the authorities.

Jesus defended his healing on the Sabbath by saying, “My Father is working until now, and I am working.” In this discourse he details some of the work of his Father that he is participating in. As we read the text, let’s identify that work, the mission the Father has given the Son.

19 So Jesus said to them, “Truly, truly, I say to you, the Son can do nothing of his own accord, but only what he sees the Father doing. For whatever the Father does, that the Son does likewise. 20 For the Father loves the Son and shows him all that he himself is doing. And greater works than these will he show him, so that you may marvel. 21 For as the Father raises the dead and gives them life, so also the Son gives life to whom he will. 22 For the Father judges no one, but has given all judgment to the Son, 23 that all may honor the Son, just as they honor the Father. Whoever does not honor the Son does not honor the Father who sent him. 24 Truly, truly, I say to you, whoever hears my word and believes him who sent me has eternal life. He does not come into judgment, but has passed from death to life.

25 “Truly, truly, I say to you, an hour is coming, and is now here, when the dead will hear the voice of the Son of God, and those who hear will live. 26 For as the Father has life in himself, so he has granted the Son also to have life in himself. 27 And he has given him authority to execute judgment, because he is the Son of Man. 28 Do not marvel at this, for an hour is coming when all who are in the tombs will hear his voice 29 and come out, those who have done good to the resurrection of life, and those who have done evil to the resurrection of judgment (John 5:19-29).

What is the work the Father has given the Son?

Giving Life: As the Father raises the dead and gives them life, so also the Son gives life to whom he will (John 5:21). This takes us back to St. John’s Prologue:

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was in the beginning with God. All things were made through him, and without him was not any thing made that was made. In him was life, and the life was the light of men. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it (John 1:1-5).

This also takes us back to Jesus’ conversation with Nicodemus:

16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life. 17 For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but in order that the world might be saved through him. 18 Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe is condemned already, because he has not believed in the name of the only Son of God. 19 And this is the judgment: the light has come into the world, and people loved the darkness rather than the light because their works were evil. 20 For everyone who does wicked things hates the light and does not come to the light, lest his works should be exposed. 21 But whoever does what is true comes to the light, so that it may be clearly seen that his works have been carried out in God” (John 3:16-21).

In this passage, Jesus mentions both life and judgment. He came to bring life, not to judge. But, let’s return to our passage in John 5 to see what Jesus says about that.

Bringing Judgment: 22 For the Father judges no one, but has given all judgment to the Son, 23 that all may honor the Son, just as they honor the Father. Whoever does not honor the Son does not honor the Father who sent him. 24 Truly, truly, I say to you, whoever hears my word and believes him who sent me has eternal life. He does not come into judgment, but has passed from death to life (John 5:22-24).

Judgment is part of the work the Father has given to the Son. But, it seems to be a rather “passive” sort of judgment. By that I mean that Jesus’ purpose — his mission — is not judgment/condemnation but rather life. He comes offering life for all who will accept it. Those who refuse life, those who will not believe, embrace death instead by their own choice. In doing so, they judge/condemn themselves. Jesus’ very presence engenders differentiation, not so much through Jesus’ judgment of us, but through our own judgement of him. Again, St. John’s Prologue pointed toward this:

The true light, which gives light to everyone, was coming into the world. 10 He was in the world, and the world was made through him, yet the world did not know him. 11 He came to his own, and his own people did not receive him. 12 But to all who did receive him, who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God, 13 who were born, not of blood nor of the will of the flesh nor of the will of man, but of God (John 1:9-13).

Defeating Death: If we read Genesis 3-11 carefully, we will notice not just one fall of man, but at least three — Adam and Eve, Cain, and the builders of Babel — with distinct consequences: death, bondage to sin, enslavement to the fallen powers. The power of death and corruption has spread to all creation; see Romans 8 and 1 Corinthians 15. Jesus assures us in this discourse that the last enemy, death, will one day be destroyed; that is part of the work his Father has given him to do.

26 For as the Father has life in himself, so he has granted the Son also to have life in himself. 27 And he has given him authority to execute judgment, because he is the Son of Man. 28 Do not marvel at this, for an hour is coming when all who are in the tombs will hear his voice 29 and come out, those who have done good to the resurrection of life, and those who have done evil to the resurrection of judgment (John 5:26-29).

Resurrection and life is the telos — the end/goal — of all people, the righteous and the unrighteous alike; not one person will be left in the tombs because Jesus has come to destroy death. His own resurrection is the firstfruits of that victory, a sign pointing toward the complete destruction of death to come.

We have a canticle that we sing at Morning Prayer in Eastertide that captures this victory over death beautifully: the Pascha Nostrum (Christ Our Passover).

Pascha Nostrum (Christ Our Passover)

Alleluia. Christ our Passover has been sacrificed for us; *
therefore let us keep the feast,
Not with the old leaven, the leaven of malice and evil, *
but with the unleavened bread of sincerity and truth. Alleluia.

Christ being raised from the dead will never die again; *
death no longer has dominion over him.
The death that he died, he died to sin, once for all; *
but the life he lives, he lives to God.
So also consider yourselves dead to sin, *
and alive to God in Jesus Christ our Lord. Alleluia.

Christ has been raised from the dead, *
the firstfruits of those who have fallen asleep.
For since by a man came death, *
by a man has come also the resurrection of the dead.
For as in Adam all die, *
so also in Christ shall all be made alive. Alleluia.

Giving life, bringing judgment, and defeating death: this is the work the Father has given the Son to do, and he is doing that work even on — and perhaps especially on — the Sabbath, the focal point in time of the in-breaking of the Kingdom of God.

Discourse: Part 2 — Witnesses To the Son

When we consider the seven signs in St. John’s Gospel, we generally focus on those things that Jesus did to inaugurate the Kingdom and to establish his identity and authority. But, there are other signs as well; Jesus calls them witnesses that bear testimony to him, reasons that the people and the authorities should believe. Jesus details several of these witnesses in the final part of this discourse. Let’s scan the text to see if we can identify the witnesses.

30 “I can do nothing on my own. As I hear, I judge, and my judgment is just, because I seek not my own will but the will of him who sent me. 31 If I alone bear witness about myself, my testimony is not true. 32 There is another who bears witness about me, and I know that the testimony that he bears about me is true. 33 You sent to John, and he has borne witness to the truth. 34 Not that the testimony that I receive is from man, but I say these things so that you may be saved. 35 He was a burning and shining lamp, and you were willing to rejoice for a while in his light. 36 But the testimony that I have is greater than that of John. For the works that the Father has given me to accomplish, the very works that I am doing, bear witness about me that the Father has sent me. 37 And the Father who sent me has himself borne witness about me. His voice you have never heard, his form you have never seen, 38 and you do not have his word abiding in you, for you do not believe the one whom he has sent. 39 You search the Scriptures because you think that in them you have eternal life; and it is they that bear witness about me, 40 yet you refuse to come to me that you may have life. 41 I do not receive glory from people. 42 But I know that you do not have the love of God within you. 43 I have come in my Father’s name, and you do not receive me. If another comes in his own name, you will receive him. 44 How can you believe, when you receive glory from one another and do not seek the glory that comes from the only God? 45 Do not think that I will accuse you to the Father. There is one who accuses you: Moses, on whom you have set your hope. 46 For if you believed Moses, you would believe me; for he wrote of me. 47 But if you do not believe his writings, how will you believe my words” (John 5:30-47)?

Jesus identifies these witnesses: John the Baptist, the works that Jesus does, the Father, the Scriptures (Moses and his writings).

John the Baptist: Again, we find this in the Prologue and throughout the first chapter of the Gospel.

There was a man sent from God, whose name was John. 7He came as a witness, to bear witness about the light, that all might believe through him. He was not the light, but came to bear witness about the light (John 1:6-8).

John the Baptist

What was John’s testimony to Jesus? “Behold, the Lamb of God, who takes away the sin of the world” (John 1:29)! We know that the people considered John a prophet; the heart of his prophecy was pointing toward Jesus, decreasing himself that Jesus might increase.

The Works: Do you remember what Nicodemus, a teacher of the Jews, first said when he came to see Jesus?

Now there was a man of the Pharisees named Nicodemus, a ruler of the Jews. This man came to Jesus by night and said to him, “Rabbi, we know that you are a teacher come from God, for no one can do these signs that you do unless God is with him” (John 3:1-2).

If, as Fr. Jack mentioned in his class on John 3, Nicodemus was not coming solely of his own volition, but rather as a representative of the Sanhedrin, then these authorities were acknowledging the works that Jesus was doing, even if grudgingly. So, the works bore witness to Jesus.

The Father
How did the Father bear witness to Jesus? Though it is not found in St. John’s Gospel, we have this from St. Luke, an event that would still be in many people’s memory:

21 Now when all the people were baptized, and when Jesus also had been baptized and was praying, the heavens were opened, 22 and the Holy Spirit descended on him in bodily form, like a dove; and a voice came from heaven, “You are my beloved Son; with you I am well pleased” (Luke 3:21-22).

The Scripture/Moses

Torah

39 You search the Scriptures because you think that in them you have eternal life; and it is they that bear witness about me, 40 yet you refuse to come to me that you may have life (John 5:39-40).

46 For if you believed Moses, you would believe me; for he wrote of me. 47 But if you do not believe his writings, how will you believe my words” (John 5:46-47)?

These Scriptures remind me of two others, both from St. Luke’s Gospel, one a parable and one a post-resurrection appearance.

Do you remember Abraham’s response when the rich man begged him to send Lazarus to his brothers so that they might escape his fate?

29 But Abraham said, ‘They have Moses and the Prophets; let them hear them.’ 30 And he said, ‘No, father Abraham, but if someone goes to them from the dead, they will repent.’ 31 He said to him, ‘If they do not hear Moses and the Prophets, neither will they be convinced if someone should rise from the dead’ ” (Luke 16:29-31).

Moses, rightly understood and rightly believed was the only witness the Jews needed to Jesus.

And then there is Jesus’ appearance to the disciples on the road to Emmaus.

27 And beginning with Moses and all the Prophets, he interpreted to them in all the Scriptures the things concerning himself (Luke 24:27).

It is all there in Moses and in the Scriptures for those who have the eyes and heart and will to see and to believe.

So, there are the signs that Jesus does — the seven that St. John gives us — and then then are the signs, or witnesses, that point toward Jesus: John the Baptist, the works of the Father, the Father himself, and Moses and the Scriptures. These are sufficient for anyone, especially for the Jewish authorities. And yet there is this sad commentary: “yet you refuse to come to me that you may have life” (see John 5:40). And that, too, is precisely what St. John noted in his Prologue: He came to his own, and his own people did not receive him (John 1:11).

Discussion

I would like us to close our time together with a further consideration of the witnesses to Jesus, the signs that point toward him. In particular, I’d like you to discuss these questionable with your table groups:

What would it look like for the Church to bear credible witness to Jesus today, to be a sign to the world of the Lordship of Jesus and of the in-breaking of the Kingdom of God?

What would we have to start doing, or at least start doing better?

What would we have to stop doing?

What tangible steps can we — you, Apostles — make toward that?

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AI and the Traditioning of the Faith

The Verble app offered to write my sermon — with my theology, my translation, my voice — and to prepare slides. I simply had to answer a few prompt questions and the homiletical AI assistant could complete all this between verses one and two of the sequence hymn. Until that offer, I had never intentionally interacted with AI. I have no idea how to query ChatGPT or Grok or any other AI assistant. But that very day I had just finished work on my own sermon — a difficult piece of work — and I suppose I was both tired and curious. So, I answered Verble’s prompts about a desired sermon: Philippians 1, ESV, 20-30 minutes, challenging, theme idea/verse, and a few other bits of information. I pressed the button. Verble generated a sermon in seconds. Was it good? It wasn’t bad; I’ve read worse. Some might argue that I’ve written worse.

Now, understand, I did this as a test only with no intent to use or even to draw from the AI sermon. What I have written, I have written. Our bishop has, very wisely in my assessment, forbidden use of AI for writing sermons. Even so I felt a bit sullied, like I needed to take a bath or go to confession.

That was Friday, I think, and I have been pondering the matter since. Writing this post is part of that pondering, a thinking “out loud” on digital paper. Much is demanded of a priest; this is not a complaint, just a reality. In any given week a priest might offer pastoral care or spiritual direction to several parishioners, make hospital visits to others, prepare lessons, meet with staff or budget committee or vestry, deal with building maintenance issues, perform house blessings, offer last rites, and tend to countless other important matters. In the midst of that, he finds time for prayer and study and lectio. “Finds time” is wrong but sometimes true. If a priest — or anyone else — does not make these disciplines primary and set aside sacrosanct time for them, they will inevitably be crowded out by things that are less important but more urgent. Oh, yes, I had almost forgotten. Most priests have families — Anglican priests, that is — that they must, and long to, spend time with. And then, relentlessly, there is the sermon. Imagine a week where many of these legitimate needs collide. Imagine it is Friday night when the priest realizes he has not seriously begun work on his sermon. What would be wrong, in such an extreme situation, with using AI to (at least / at most) draft a sermon? Much, I think, in every way.

Though many protestants tremble at the T-word — Tradition — ours is inescapably a traditioned faith. What we have received from others, we make our own, and we pass on to others. We have that from St. Paul:

1 Now I would remind you, brothers, of the gospel I preached to you, which you received, in which you stand, 2 and by which you are being saved, if you hold fast to the word I preached to you — unless you believed in vain.

3 For I delivered to you as of first importance what I also received: that Christ died for our sins in accordance with the Scriptures, 4 that he was buried, that he was raised on the third day in accordance with the Scriptures, 5 and that he appeared to Cephas, then to the twelve (1 Cor 15:1-3).

Delivered, received, preached: that is the traditioning of our faith. It is this process of traditioning that renders AI incompatible with preaching or catechesis or pastoral care or — Lord, have mercy — prayer and confession. What is delivered, received, and passed on is not mere information. The traditioning of faith that made me a priest and consecrated me to preach included study — much study, yes — and careful examination, but also the laying on of hands by a successor of the Apostles, his prayer of blessing and consecration, anointing with oil, epiclesis and the outpouring of the Holy Spirit for the office and work of a Priest. Here is the very prayer that was offered:

Receive the Holy Spirit for the office and work of a Priest in the Church of God, now committed to you by the imposition of our hands. If you forgive the sins of anyone, they are forgiven. If you withhold forgiveness from anyone, it is withheld. Be a faithful minister of God’s holy Word and Sacraments; in the Name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit (Book of Common Prayer 2019, p. 493).

This is the way faith is delivered, received, and, yes, preached. Verble cannot tradition the faith in this way. What bishop imposed hands on it? Is that even possible? When was it anointed? Is it filled with the Holy Spirit for any office or work? Even to think this way is to commit a category mistake.

Christ of Sinai Icon and the Gospel According To St. John

There is something iconic in this traditioning. An icon does not primarily seek to convey information about its subject. The icon draws one into the tradition by ushering one into the presence of Christ as revealed in the life of its subject. It can do so, in part, because it was written in keeping with the tradition, by one who was immersed in repentance, in prayer, in fasting, in submission to the great tradition. It is Spirit and truth that the icon manifests. And that is precisely what AI cannot do. It is Spirit and truth that a sermon must manifest. AI cannot pass on what it has not received.

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The Gospel According To St. John

The Book of Signs: Chapter 4

Apostles Anglican Church
Fr. John A. Roop

The Gospel of John, Chapter 4: The Samaritan Woman and the Official’s Son

The Lord be with you.
And with your spirit.

Let us pray.

KONTAKION OF ST. PHOTINI (Adapted)

Almighty Savior who poured forth water for the Hebrews from a solid rock: You came to the land of Samaria and addressed a women whom you attracted to faith in you, and she has now attained life in the heavens everlastingly. Grant that, with her, your Spirit may be unto us living water that wells up to eternal life. Amen.

St. Photini, the Samaritan Woman at the Well

Foreword

The book of signs, John 2-12, contains more than just the seven works of Jesus that uniquely fulfill the purpose of John’s gospel:

30 Now Jesus did many other signs in the presence of the disciples, which are not written in this book; 31 but these are written so that you may believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God, and that by believing you may have life in his name (John 20:30-31).

As Fr. Jack mentioned last week there is often a literary pattern in St. John’s narrative:

Jesus Event: An action or sign

Symbol: A central image associated with the sign that encodes its meaning

Teaching: An explanation of the sign and symbol

So, in addition to the signs that are central to John’s purpose, we have discourses, extended sections of teaching and explanation. And there are discussions, dialogues between Jesus and hosts of different people. All three of these — signs, discourses, dialogues — work together to generate belief. Jesus does something, then he explains it either by teaching or by conversation. Or, perhaps the conversation comes first followed by a sign that challenges people to respond in a certain way. The order is variable.

In the text today, we encounter both an extended dialogue — with the Samaritan woman — and a sign, the healing of an official’s son.

Background

You can’t fully understand the racial dynamics and tensions in our nation or the mutual suspicions and even antipathy between the northern states and the southern states without some knowledge of history: the institution of slavery, the Civil War and the Emancipation Proclamation, Reconstruction, Jim Crow and the KKK, Martin Luther King and the Civil Rights Movement, Affirmative Action and DEI and the recent pushback against those programs. Likewise, we won’t fully understand the dynamics of John 4, Jesus’ encounter with the Samaritan woman, without some knowledge of the history of Israel and Judah around the time of their exiles, and, in Judah’s case, its repatriation.

2 Kings 17 describes the fall of the northern kingdom of Israel, which is identified with its capital Samaria. The last king of Israel, Hoshea, acted treacherously against Shalmaneser king of Assyria; he refused to pay the required tribute and he attempted to make a political and military alliance with Egypt to escape Assyria’s demands. As a result:

Then the king of Assyria invaded all the land and came to Samaria, and for three years he besieged it.

In the ninth year of Hoshea, the king of Assyria captured Samaria, and he carried the Israelites away to Assyria and placed them in Halah, and on the Habor, the river of Gozan, and in the cities of the Medes (2 Ki 17:5-6).

This left the land of Samaria largely empty and non-productive for Assyria; probably only the elderly and infirm Israelites were left behind. So, the king of Assyria populated Samaria with other captured peoples from other lands to work this land and to pay tribute: people from Babylon, Cuthah, Avva, Hamath, and Sepharvaim. These people brought their customs and their foreign gods with them into the land of Israel. Here is how the situation is described in 2 Kings 17.

25 And at the beginning of their dwelling there, they did not fear the Lord. Therefore the Lord sent lions among them, which killed some of them. 26 So the king of Assyria was told, “The nations that you have carried away and placed in the cities of Samaria do not know the law of the god of the land. Therefore he has sent lions among them, and behold, they are killing them, because they do not know the law of the god of the land.” 27 Then the king of Assyria commanded, “Send there one of the priests whom you carried away from there, and let him go and dwell there and teach them the law of the god of the land.” 28 So one of the priests whom they had carried away from Samaria came and lived in Bethel and taught them how they should fear the Lord.

29 But every nation still made gods of its own and put them in the shrines of the high places that the Samaritans had made, every nation in the cities in which they lived. 30 The men of Babylon made Succoth-benoth, the men of Cuth made Nergal, the men of Hamath made Ashima, 31 and the Avvites made Nibhaz and Tartak; and the Sepharvites burned their children in the fire to Adrammelech and Anammelech, the gods of Sepharvaim. 32 They also feared the Lord and appointed from among themselves all sorts of people as priests of the high places, who sacrificed for them in the shrines of the high places. 33 So they feared the Lord but also served their own gods, after the manner of the nations from among whom they had been carried away.

34 To this day they do according to the former manner. They do not fear the Lord, and they do not follow the statutes or the rules or the law or the commandment that the Lord commanded the children of Jacob, whom he named Israel (2 Ki 17:25-34).

This is the origin story of the Samaritans: pagans who feared the Lord, but who did not worship him exclusively or purely, people in the land but not of the land. That’s one strike against them.

Samaritans

Nearly two centuries later, when the Judeans, the remnant of the southern kingdom, were allowed to return to rebuild Jerusalem following their Babylonian captivity, the Samaritans offered to assist in rebuilding the temple. This is how Ezra records it:

Now when the adversaries of Judah and Benjamin heard that the returned exiles were building a temple to the Lord, the God of Israel, they approached Zerubbabel and the heads of fathers’ houses and said to them, “Let us build with you, for we worship your God as you do, and we have been sacrificing to him ever since the days of Esarhaddon king of Assyria who brought us here.” But Zerubbabel, Jeshua, and the rest of the heads of fathers’ houses in Israel said to them, “You have nothing to do with us in building a house to our God; but we alone will build to the Lord, the God of Israel, as King Cyrus the king of Persia has commanded us.”

Then the people of the land discouraged the people of Judah and made them afraid to build and bribed counselors against them to frustrate their purpose, all the days of Cyrus king of Persia, even until the reign of Darius king of Persia (Ezra 4:1-5).

Through intermarriage and adoption of some Israelite customs, the Samaritans considered themselves as children of Abraham, as worshippers of the one true God. The Judeans thought of them as gentile pagans. The rejection of the Samaritans’ offer of assistance became a point of conflict; Jewish scorn produced Samaritan opposition. This opposition to the Judeans was the second strike against the Samaritans. Memory is long in the Middle East. So, grudges were held five centuries later, in the time of Jesus. There was ongoing tension between the Judeans — the Jews — and the Samaritans. That doesn’t mean that there was no interaction between the two groups; there was, in fact. Geographically, Samaria lay between Galilee in the north and Jerusalem in the South so that Jews going from one region to another needed to pass through Samaria and probably overnight there or else add days to their journey using a longer, alternate route that bypassed Samaria. The Pharisees did not consider Samaria or its people inherently unclean. They could eat Samaritan food, for example, but they had to use their own vessels — plates, cups — to do so. It’s fair to say that the Jews and Samaritans eyed one another with a certain disdain and suspicion, if not hostility. But, they made do with one another as necessary.

Jesus was a Jew and, humanly speaking, he was formed by his culture. I don’t believe he was limited by cultural prejudice, but he knew of it. Certainly his disciples were products of that culture and they did exhibit its values for good and ill. That emerges in the well known text today, Jesus’ encounter with the Samaritan woman.

Jesus and the Woman of Samaria (John 4:1-45)

While ministering in Judea, Jesus begins attracting some unwanted attention from the Pharisees, and he decides to return to Galilee for awhile. He and his disciples take the short route through Samaria. They reach the town of Sychar around noon where Jesus stops at the town well — Jacob’s Well — while the disciples go off to buy food.

Jacob’s Well, Sychar

Jesus is weary from the journey, an interesting details in the text that emphasizes the true humanity of Jesus — not God in disguise as a man, but God truly incarnate. While he is resting beside the well, a woman of Samaria arrives to draw water. It is not the usual time of day to do that, so she appears to be alone as is Jesus. That already builds a bit of tension into the story. Jewish men were not to be alone with women other than their wives nor speak to them, and here we have a Jewish man and a Samaritan woman alone together. There are all kinds of social taboos at work here, and all of them broken when Jesus asks her for a drink.

A woman from Samaria came to draw water. Jesus said to her, “Give me a drink.” (For his disciples had gone away into the city to buy food.) The Samaritan woman said to him, “How is it that you, a Jew, ask for a drink from me, a woman of Samaria?” (For Jews have no dealings with Samaritans.) 10 Jesus answered her, “If you knew the gift of God, and who it is that is saying to you, ‘Give me a drink,’ you would have asked him, and he would have given you living water.” 11 The woman said to him, “Sir, you have nothing to draw water with, and the well is deep. Where do you get that living water? 12 Are you greater than our father Jacob? He gave us the well and drank from it himself, as did his sons and his livestock.” 13 Jesus said to her, “Everyone who drinks of this water will be thirsty again, 14 but whoever drinks of the water that I will give him will never be thirsty again. The water that I will give him will become in him a spring of water welling up to eternal life.” 15 The woman said to him, “Sir, give me this water, so that I will not be thirsty or have to come here to draw water” (John 4:7-15).

To say the least, the woman is surprised by Jesus’ request: he shouldn’t be talking to her in the first place, and, by tradition, he couldn’t accept a drink from her — using her vessels — even if she offered him one. The discussion that follows resembles Jesus’ earlier discussion with Nicodemus. It takes place on two different levels with the Samaritan woman speaking of physical matters while Jesus is getting at things of the Spirit. It’s as if she is playing checkers while he’s responding with chess moves.

You should be asking me for water — living water, Jesus says. She replies with the obvious: You have nothing to draw water with, and there is no living water — running water from a spring — around here anyway — just this well.

I don’t know the proper tone of voice to use when reading the rest of the conversation. Was Jesus being playful? Was the woman serious or perhaps a bit sarcastic?

So, you think you’re greater than Jacob and your water better than his? she asks.

Well, if you get water from Jacobs’s well, you’re going to have to come back here tomorrow and do it again. I can quench your thirst forever. The living water that I can give will become a perpetual spring of living water in you.

I read a book in 2006 about a group of free church evangelicals who converted to Orthodoxy. I think about that book, and particularly its title, whenever I read this conversation: Thirsting for God in a Land of Shallow Wells. That describes very well what is going on here. This woman, though she doesn’t seem to know it, is thirsting for God and not just for water. And while Jacob’s well is sufficient to quench her bodily thirst, it is far too shallow — her entire life is too shallow — to satisfy her spiritually. That requires the living water — the Holy Spirit — that only Jesus can provide.

So, she asks for this living water:

15 The woman said to him, “Sir, give me this water, so that I will not be thirsty or have to come here to draw water” (John 4:15).

Again, I have trouble reading the proper tone of voice here. The following dialogue makes two things clear: this is an intelligent woman — so it seems unlikely that she thinks Jesus is really talking about well water or spring water — and this is a woman who has reasons to be suspicious of men — five husbands and a current illicit relationship. So, what in the world is this Jew babbling about and why should she trust him anyway? So, I can just about hear some sarcasm in her voice: Yeah, right, then give me this water so I can stop trudging to this well every day. But, perhaps there is some hope there, too: I don’t really know exactly what you’re talking about, but I am deeply thirsty, so give me whatever it is you are offering.

Now, Jesus seems to change the topic abruptly: “Go, call your husband, and come here.” Why might Jesus do that?

He is moving the conversation into deeply personal territory. He’s gone from preaching to meddling. Five husbands, and now a sixth man who is not husband. I know your life. I know the brokenness of it, the emptiness of it. I know the depth of your real thirst. That is what I am offering to quench.

This is too close to home for the woman, too raw, and she changes the subject to theology.

19 The woman said to him, “Sir, I perceive that you are a prophet. 20 Our fathers worshiped on this mountain, but you say that in Jerusalem is the place where people ought to worship.” 21 Jesus said to her, “Woman, believe me, the hour is coming when neither on this mountain nor in Jerusalem will you worship the Father. 22 You worship what you do not know; we worship what we know, for salvation is from the Jews. 23 But the hour is coming, and is now here, when the true worshipers will worship the Father in spirit and truth, for the Father is seeking such people to worship him. 24 God is spirit, and those who worship him must worship in spirit and truth.” 25 The woman said to him, “I know that Messiah is coming (he who is called Christ). When he comes, he will tell us all things.” 26 Jesus said to her, “I who speak to you am he” (John 4:19-26).

So, let’s talk theology, the woman says. We Samaritans worship on Mt. Gerazim but you Jews worship on Mt. Zion. What do you say about that?

Mount Gerazim

Well, salvation is from the Jews and not from the Samaritans, but in forty years location is not going to matter anyway. The Romans will destroy the Temple in Jerusalem. What is important is not so much where we worship but how we worship, not geography, but Spirit and truth. And that — Spirit and not well water — is what Jesus is offering her.

She seems to dismiss Jesus’ response, to wave it off. Well, we’ll never sort this out between us, but, when Messiah comes, he will make it all clear.

There is scholarly debate about what Jesus claimed for himself in the Gospels, about his self-identification. But this much is clear: in response to this woman, Jesus claims unambiguously that he is the Messiah, the one through whom God will fulfill all the covenant promises to renew Israel and to bless all the world through Israel. He is the one in whom all God’s promises are answered yes. This is enough for the woman. She leaves her water jar and heads into town as an evangelist: “Come, see a man who told me all that I ever did. Can this be the Christ?” And the whole town came, and many believed that Jesus was the Savior of the world. He stayed with them for two more days before resuming his journey to Jerusalem.

So far, the disciples have been largely absent from the story. Now, they return from buying food just in time to catch the end of the conversation between Jesus and the woman. They are surprised by it, but they don’t bring it up. Instead, they turn to mundane matters: Here, Jesus, eat some lunch. His initial response — I have food that you do not know about — is confusing to them, so he explains after a fashion.

34 Jesus said to them, “My food is to do the will of him who sent me and to accomplish his work. 35 Do you not say, ‘There are yet four months, then comes the harvest’? Look, I tell you, lift up your eyes, and see that the fields are white for harvest. 36 Already the one who reaps is receiving wages and gathering fruit for eternal life, so that sower and reaper may rejoice together. 37 For here the saying holds true, ‘One sows and another reaps.’ 38 I sent you to reap that for which you did not labor. Others have labored, and you have entered into their labor” (John 4:34-38).

John is a subtle writer. While the synoptic evangelists — Matthew, Mark, and Luke — approach things head on, John comes at the same matters at an angle. For example, John does not include the institution of the Lord’s Supper directly as the synoptic writers do; instead, he has the great Bread of Life discourse in John 6: Unless you eat my flesh and drink my blood you have no life in you. That is the way John approaches the Eucharist. And, John does not include the Parable of the Sower as the others do. But notice how the same ideas emerge here. Look around here in Samaria. A sower has sown good seed and it has landed on good ground and borne fruit — thirty, sixty, a hundred fold. And it is now ready for harvest. That will be your job. Who would have thought the good ground would be in Samaria? Certainly not the disciples. But those reading John’s gospel careful shouldn’t be surprised; there were hints from the beginning, from the Prologue:

The true light, which gives light to everyone, was coming into the world. 10 He was in the world, and the world was made through him, yet the world did not know him. 11 He came to his own, and his own people did not receive him. 12 But to all who did receive him, who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God, 13 who were born, not of blood nor of the will of the flesh nor of the will of man, but of God (John 1:9-13).

That’s the account of the Samaritan woman. Now, just a few observations.

First, we are only in chapter four of the Gospel, and already water has figured as a major symbol of Jesus’ ministry four times, once in each chapter: the water of John’s baptism, which sets the tone for everything else; the water turned to wine at Cana; the water and Spirit of new birth that Jesus announces to Nicodemus; and the well water and living water in the conversation with the Samaritan woman. Baptism is the through-line of the symbol: baptism and the indwelling of the Holy Spirit.

Second this: there are at least three times in his gospel when John presents women as evangelists. The first is Mary at the wedding in Cana; she gives a great evangelistic message to the servants: Do whatever he tells you. The last is Mary Magdalene when Jesus sends her to tell the brothers (the Apostles) the news of the resurrection and of his coming ascension. The middle account is here, when the Samaritan woman tells the entire town of Sychar what she has seen and heard from Jesus. She sows the word among her people and a great harvest ensues.

Third: the Holy Spirit is always at work sowing the seed of the Gospel, sometimes in places that are quite surprising to us. Our task is to look out over the fields to see which ones are ready for harvest and then to get busy reaping what has grown there.

Fourth: no one is excluded from the Gospel — not a woman with a disturbing past and questionable sexual morals, not a people that we might deem as somehow unworthy of the Gospel or of our acceptance.

Now, we turn to the sign in this chapter, the second of those recorded by John, the healing of the official’s son.

Jesus Heals an Official’s Son

The account is short enough that we can read it.

46 So he came again to Cana in Galilee, where he had made the water wine. And at Capernaum there was an official whose son was ill. 47 When this man heard that Jesus had come from Judea to Galilee, he went to him and asked him to come down and heal his son, for he was at the point of death. 48 So Jesus said to him, “Unless you see signs and wonders you will not believe.” 49 The official said to him, “Sir, come down before my child dies.” 50 Jesus said to him, “Go; your son will live.” The man believed the word that Jesus spoke to him and went on his way. 51 As he was going down, his servants met him and told him that his son was recovering. 52 So he asked them the hour when he began to get better, and they said to him, “Yesterday at the seventh hour the fever left him.” 53 The father knew that was the hour when Jesus had said to him, “Your son will live.” And he himself believed, and all his household. 54 This was now the second sign that Jesus did when he had come from Judea to Galilee (John 4:46-54).

We noted earlier how John often has his own take on events recorded by the synoptic Gospels. This account may well be John’s telling of the healing of the Centurion’s servant (see Matt 8:5-13).

This is a story of life and death: the child is ill and at the point of death. Unless Jesus intervenes, the child will die. The official has heard of Jesus as a healer and learns that he is near. It isn’t likely that the official is interested in theology at all. Whether Jesus is the Messiah — and whether the official even knew what a messiah was — probably didn’t enter into the picture at all. The official is desperate and has nothing to lose — except pride, perhaps — asking Jesus for help.

In what follows, I am grateful to Lesslie Newbigin for these insights from his commentary on John, The Light Has Come. After the official’s first appeal Jesus seems dismissive. The text is interesting here. Jesus speaks to the official, but he speaks in the plural; so, Jesus is really speaking to all the people through his response to the official.

48 So Jesus said to him, “Unless you (plural) see signs and wonders you will not believe” (John 4:48).

This implies that their belief is conditional; it is on their own terms. Do us some signs, then we might believe. Notice how St. John turns this around to make an essential point for his own readers.

49 The official said to him, “Sir, come down before my child dies.” 50 Jesus said to him, “Go; your son will live.” The man believed the word that Jesus spoke to him and went on his way (John 4:49-50).

Here is the key: the official believed — and acted on — the word that Jesus spoke to him without having yet seen any sign. Later, when he learned that the child was healed in the same hour that Jesus pronounced the word, the official’s own belief was deepened and his household came to believe. But, it all started with the official believing Jesus’ word: with hearing, not with seeing.

In the beginning was the Word.

Why is this important? John tells us near the conclusion of his Gospel.

24 Now Thomas, one of the twelve, called the Twin, was not with them when Jesus came. 25 So the other disciples told him, “We have seen the Lord.” But he said to them, “Unless I see in his hands the mark of the nails, and place my finger into the mark of the nails, and place my hand into his side, I will never believe.”

26 Eight days later, his disciples were inside again, and Thomas was with them. Although the doors were locked, Jesus came and stood among them and said, “Peace be with you.” 27 Then he said to Thomas, “Put your finger here, and see my hands; and put out your hand, and place it in my side. Do not disbelieve, but believe.” 28 Thomas answered him, “My Lord and my God!” 29 Jesus said to him, “Have you believed because you have seen me? Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.”

30 Now Jesus did many other signs in the presence of the disciples, which are not written in this book; 31 but these are written so that you may believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God, and that by believing you may have life in his name (John 20:24-31).

Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed. John is writing to people — and we are amongst them — who have not and will not see the signs that Jesus worked. What we have is the word: the words spoken by Jesus and about Jesus, and the words written by John. Just as the word was sufficient to engender faith in the official it can be and must be sufficient for us. The word has its own authority and its own power independent of signs and wonders. This story of the official’s son is a resurrection story of sorts, a story of life from death. It is, in the true sense of the word, a sign pointing toward resurrection. It is a sign that links word and life. And that brings us right back again to John’s Prologue: Jesus the Word of God, became flesh and dwelt among us that we might have life. Jesus not only speaks but is the life-giving word. That is the nature of this second sign: the sufficiency of the word to engender faith. But these [words] are written so that you may believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God, and that by believing you may have life in his name (see John 20:31).

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Hands and Hearts: Purity and the Canaanite Woman

Apostles Anglican Church
Fr. John A. Roop

Hands and Hearts: A Homily On the Canaanite Woman
(Isa 56:1-8, Ps 67, Rom 11:13-24, Matt 15:21-28)

“O woman, great is your faith! Be it done for you as you desire” (Matt 15:28b).

In the Name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.

This whole thing with the Canaanite woman started some time before with an accusation scantily cloaked as a question. It’s there in St. Matthew’s Gospel immediately before today’s reading. Now, you would think that by this point in his ministry Jesus’ skeptics and opponents would know better; putting Jesus to the test never ended well for any of them. Even his answers, such as they were, were rarely directed to the questions posed but rather to the hearts of those who posed the questions, often revealing the pride and hypocrisy so carefully hidden there. Still, they came. Still, they asked.

1 Then Pharisees and scribes came to Jesus from Jerusalem and said, 2 “Why do your disciples break the tradition of the elders? For they do not wash their hands when they eat” (John 15:1-2).

The Pharisees and scribes come at Jesus with a two-pronged attack, questioning first his affiliation and loyalty and second his purity.

Whose side are you on? they want to know from Jesus. Are you a Republican, a Democrat, or an Independent? Are you a Conservative, a Liberal, or a Centrist? Are you a Baptist, a Methodist, or a Catholic? Do you use the 1928 Prayer Book, the 1979 Prayer Book, or the 2019 Prayer Book? Are you this? Do you do that? The questions and divisions can be multiplied ad nauseum. For these Pharisees and scribes the divisions ran along these lines: Are you with us Pharisees and scribes, or with the Sadducees, or with the Essenes, or with a new messianic faction of your own making — something else altogether? Whose side are you on? Where does your loyalty lie? The litmus test of affiliation and loyalty they apply here is conformity to the tradition of the elders, a defining characteristic of the Pharisees and scribes. So they test Jesus: why do your disciples break the tradition of the elders?

We must now speak of Torah. Let us think of Torah — the Law, the teachings — as a fence that kept Israel from plunging off a precipice into covenant unfaithfulness. The Torah kept Israel away from the edge of spiritual and national disaster. Of course, one might reason that the farther from the edge the better. Perhaps we should build a second fence that keeps Israel from coming even as close to the edge as Torah allows. That would be safer, better, wouldn’t it? And, if a second fence, why not a third, a fourth even? And so it goes. Generation by generation newer, safer, more distant fences are built, the traditions of the elders accrue, until for the Pharisees and scribes keeping the traditions of the elders becomes synonymous with keeping the Torah itself. To break the tradition of the elders — to hop a fence, even one very distant from the edge marked by Torah — is to flaunt Torah, to be unfaithful to the covenant, to disaffiliate from the people of God as the Pharisees and scribes define the people of God, to exhibit disloyalty to Israel and to the God of Israel. And so, the Pharisees and scribes came to Jesus from Jerusalem and said, “Why do your disciples break the tradition of the elders?”

In all fairness, Jesus and his disciples did seem to sit a bit loose on the tradition. They consorted with tax collectors and sinners. They routinely skirted the Sabbath prohibition against work: Jesus healed on the Sabbath and told former paralytics to take up their beds and walk; the disciples plucked grain, threshed it in their hands, and ate it. Jesus acted very much as if he were Lord of the Sabbath; in fact, he even said so (see Matt 12:1-14). The Pharisees and scribes could have pointed to any of these infractions against the tradition — maybe fairly so — but they seized on something else entirely: your disciples do not wash their hands when they eat.

Now, let’s be clear; this has nothing to do with hygiene. It’s not mom or dad telling the kids to wash up before dinner. This is a matter of ritual purity, which means that, to the Pharisees and scribes, it is a matter of covenant faithfulness.

Here is why purity is so important: purity is the answer to the question of how the holy God of Israel can live among his less than holy people, first in the tabernacle and later in the temple. Purity lay at the heart of the sacrificial system including the great Day of Atonement rituals in which the tabernacle (or temple), the altar, the camp, and the people were purified with the sprinkling of blood. Much of the daily life of Israel was oriented toward purity: don’t touch this, don’t eat that, don’t go there, don’t do that; it is all there in the Torah. And, the remedy for infraction of the purity laws? Often, a ritual washing of body and clothes was required followed by a waiting period, just until the beginning of a new day at sundown. Then, what was impure regained its purity.

But, generation by generation, new fences of purity were built, new traditions of washings added. Eating bread? Hands must be washed, dirty or not: first a cup of water poured over the left hand, then a cup over the right — up to the wrists — followed by an elevation of both hands, a brief drip-dry, a blessing — Blessed are You Lord our God, King of the universe, Who has sanctified us with his commandments and commanded us on the washing of hands. — and finally a thorough drying with a towel. Without this ritual of purity, how could one dare to take bread into his hands and pronounce the blessing over it:

Blessed are You, Lord our God, King of the Universe, Who brings forth bread from the earth.

Lest we think this ritual overly fastidious, lest we approach near to mocking, notice the last act of our priests before approaching the altar for the Eucharist today. It is called the lavabo: the washing. It is part of the great Tradition observed by Orthodox, Roman Catholic, and Anglican clergy. Amongst Anglicans, the deacon pours water over the priest’s hands for a ritual cleansing before the priest takes the bread into his hands and blesses it. If I were to see an Anglican Eucharist celebrated without the lavabo, I might well ask the priest afterwards — if I were feeling a bit curmudgeonly that day — Why do you not wash your hands before taking the bread and blessing it? And just so — only more so — the Pharisees and scribes asked Jesus, “Why do your disciples break the tradition of the elders? For they do not wash their hands when they eat.”

The Lavabo at the Holy Eucharist

We don’t have time to fully parse Jesus’ response, I’m afraid. But, this much we must say, and this much must do for now. If, without being flippant, I may couch Jesus’ answer in words familiar from The Princess Bride: You keep washing your hands; I do not think it does what you think it does. The Pharisees and scribes were treating this ritual washing as sacramental, as an outward and visible sign of an inner and hidden grace, as the means by which one attained purity toward God, as if the washing of hands made one pure before God, and as if failing to wash one’s hands made, or left, one impure. Not so. Even if one eats bread with unwashed, “impure” hands, it is of no grave consequence. Eat, digest, eliminate: no harm, no foul, no impurity. What goes into the mouth doesn’t render one impure. Hear Jesus on this.

18 “But what comes out of the mouth proceeds from the heart, and this defiles a person. 19 For out of the heart come evil thoughts, murder, adultery, sexual immorality, theft, false witness, slander. 20 These are what defile a person. But to eat with unwashed hands does not defile anyone” (Matt 15:18-20).

Purity is about the heart, not about the hands. Did the disciples get it? Did they understand? No, not by a long shot as the next episode in this story makes clear — that whole thing with the Canaanite woman.

But, before that, one other notion about purity is needed if we are to get the story right. Ritual purity had a geographical or geometrical component about it; think of it as concentric circles of purity. You get the notion by looking at the Temple. The Holy of Holies is the smallest, inner circle, the purest of the pure. Only the High Priest is allowed in that circle, and that only once each year after careful cleansing. Moving outward, we enter the Court of the Priests, where the sacrifices were offered; as the name implies, it was restricted to priests who also had to purify themselves with ritual washings. Next was the Court of Israel, reserved for Jewish men as they participated in the religious ceremonies. The Jewish women came next; they were restricted to the Court of Women. Lastly — outermost — came the Court of the Gentiles — the great mass of the “unwashed” — where people of many nations could gather to pray. This was also the commercial center of the Temple, the court Jesus cleansed before his final Passover because it had become a den of thieves instead of a house of prayer. So much for purity in that court. Here’s the point of this Temple geography: the nearer one was to approach God, the purer one had to be. And some people couldn’t approach at all; some people were perpetually impure.

I’ll spare sensitive ears — you can read all the details in Deuteronomy 23:1-6 — but eunuchs were not allowed in the assembly. Nor were those born of illicit unions, not even their eighth great grandchildren. And don’t get me started on Moabites and Ammonites. It was fine to hold a grudge there; even for ten generations they are banned from the assembly. No amount of hand washing will make a eunuch ritually pure or cleanse a tainted bloodline: you can’t wash the Moabite off of yourself. Some people, so it seems, are perpetually unclean, perpetually distanced from God.

Now, back to the story. After his encounter with the Pharisees and scribes, after making clear that purity is a matter of the heart and not of the hands, Jesus takes his disciples into the district of Tyre and Sidon: into Gentile territory, into pagan territory, into an impure land filled with impure people. So the Pharisees and scribes thought. So Jesus’ disciples thought.

22 And behold, a Canaanite woman from that region came out and was crying, “Have mercy on me, O Lord, Son of David; my daughter is severely oppressed by a demon” (Matt 15:22).

There is nothing subtle in St. Matthew’s account: this is a Canaanite woman — certainly a gentile, likely an idol worshipper, absolutely unclean. And her daughter? Even worse than the mother: she is demonized. All of this is ritual impurity painted upon an enormous canvas for all to see. And the disciples saw it.

Christ and the Canaanite Woman — Annibale Carracci (1594-1595)

Jesus kept silent. We see him use silence to great effect on other occasions, as well. When challenged by the Pharisees and scribes to condemn the woman taken in adultery, Jesus at first said nothing; he just bent down and scribbled in the sand. And, in his own trial, when the chief priests and elders accused him before Pilate, Jesus gave no answer. Here? His silence gives his disciples a beat, a moment to think, to process what they’ve seen and heard recently. Did they understand about the washing of hands and the thoughts of the heart? Do they know where purity lies?

23b And his disciples came and begged him, saying, “Send her away, for she is crying out after us” (Matt 15:23b).

Bless them. They were slow of heart to understand. So, in his mercy to everyone, Jesus continues the lesson because this is important. This has to do with the in-breaking of the kingdom of God in his very person.

24 He answered, “I was sent only to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.” 25 But she came and knelt before him, saying, “Lord, help me” (Matt 1524-25).

Still, Jesus pushes back once more, answering her as the Pharisees and the scribes would do, as his own disciples would do.

26b “It is not right to take the children’s bread and throw it to the dogs.” 27 She said, “Yes, Lord, yet even the dogs eat the crumbs that fall from their masters’ table” (Matt 15:26b-27).

We can’t know this, but I like to imagine Jesus looking at his disciples with raised eyebrows as if posing the question: “Do you get it now?” Purity is a matter of the heart, not a matter of the washing of hands or the bloodline. Do you still not understand?

28 Then Jesus answered her, “O woman, great is your faith! Be it done for you as you desire.” And her daughter was healed instantly (Matt 15:28).

It is crucial for the disciples to understand this. It is faith that matters, faith like this gentile woman had. Yes, Jesus was sent to the lost sheep of the house of Israel as he said. But the disciples will be sent — Jesus will send them — to make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit (see Matt 28:19). They will be his witnesses in Jerusalem — yes — in all Judea — of course — but also in Samaria and to the ends of the earth (see Acts 1:8). The disciples must grasp this truth: there is no impurity that can separate one whose heart is filled with this faith from the love of God which is ours in Christ Jesus our Lord. It is this Canaanite woman and all those like her then and now and in whatever generations may come that Isaiah foresaw.

Let not the foreigner who has joined himself to the Lord say,
“The Lord will surely separate me from his people”;
and let not the eunuch say,
“Behold, I am a dry tree.”

For thus says the Lord:
“To the eunuchs who keep my Sabbaths,
who choose the things that please me
and hold fast my covenant,

I will give in my house and within my walls
a monument and a name
better than sons and daughters;
I will give them an everlasting name
that shall not be cut off.

“And the foreigners who join themselves to the Lord,
to minister to him, to love the name of the Lord,
and to be his servants,
everyone who keeps the Sabbath and does not profane it,
and holds fast my covenant—

these I will bring to my holy mountain,
and make them joyful in my house of prayer;
their burnt offerings and their sacrifices
will be accepted on my altar;
for my house shall be called a house of prayer
for all peoples.”

The Lord God,
who gathers the outcasts of Israel, declares,
“I will gather yet others to him
besides those already gathered” (Isa 56:3-8).

All these promises of God find their yes in Christ Jesus (see 2 Cor 1:20). That is the story. That is the Gospel.

Beyond rejoicing in the purifying and redeeming power of faith in our Lord Jesus, beyond exulting in the inclusive love of God that draws those from every family, language, people and nation into his kingdom through such faith, what are we to do with this story? Where are the Pharisees and scribes and disciples and Canaanite women among us?

Well, I would have made a good Pharisee; I still do. I like being right, and if pointing out that others are in the wrong highlights my own self-righteousness, well then, so be it. Are there those — like the Moabites and the Canaanite woman — that I consider so unclean, so impure that I count them intrinsically cut off from God, inherently beyond the reach of redemption? I would never say that! But, it’s what’s in my heart that matters. And my heart can be deceitful. Of whom am I suspicious without real reason? Toward whom am I dismissive without real consideration? To whom do I feel superior without shame at my own pride? Whose sins do I hold ever before me — and before them — without lamenting my own? From whom have I withheld forgiveness — because they are clearly unworthy of it — all while expecting God to forgive me my trespasses? Lord, have mercy. If not watchful, if not repentant, I can be a Pharisee washing my hands and saying my blessings and sending away Canaanite women whose great faith beggars my own.

I would have made a good Pharisee — I still do — but I want to be a good Canaanite woman. I want a faith like hers: humble, audacious, persistent. I want a faith that drives me to my knees before Jesus so that he may cleanse me of all impurity, a faith that is not presumptuous, not certain of its own righteousness, but certain only of Jesus whose character is always to have mercy. I want a faith content with the crumbs from the master’s table. I want my sinful body to be made clean by his body, and my soul to be washed through his most precious blood (see The Prayer of Humble Access, BCP 2019, p. 135). I want to evermore dwell in him and he in me. I want to hear one day — please, God — “Great is your faith! Be it done for you as you desire.”

Amen.

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Healing Prayer, Lesson 3: Praying for the Sick

Apostles Anglican Church
Fr. John A. Roop

Healing Prayer, Lesson 3: Praying for the Sick

The Lord be with you.
And with your spirit.

Let us pray.

Let your merciful ears, O Lord, be open to the prayers of your humble servants; and, that we may receive what we ask, teach us by your Holy Spirit to ask only those things that are pleasing to you; through Jesus Christ our Lord, who with you and the same Spirit lives and reigns for ever and ever. Amen (BCP 2019, p. 617).

Introduction

We pray for the sick: very fervently for those nearest us, but also for those at some remove — your friend’s uncle Bob’s son-in-law, for example. We pray in different settings and contexts: in our daily prayers, as part of a church prayer ministry, face-to-face with the sick or miles away from them, in hospitals or nursing homes or sitting alone in a park or at home with a cup of tea. We pray for individuals — for Irene who is having surgery tomorrow — and for whole groups of people — for all those battling cancer, perhaps. We pray for life to be spared, for pain to be eased, for function to be restored. We pray when a positive outcome seems almost certain and we pray when hope seems almost certainly lost. We pray when we are pretty sure that we have discerned rightly how to pray, and we pray in ignorance, trusting in the Holy Spirit to groan out a prayer in us. We pray because we are asked to pray, because we are compelled to pray, because our Lord taught us to pray. We pray because we love.

We pray as we can, that is, we pray from the heart, not trying to conceal our true desires from the Lord, but offering them up to him as our five loaves and two fishes, to use as he wills. But, we also want to move toward praying with mind and heart renewed by the Holy Spirit, asking those things which we know to be in accordance with God’s will. That is itself a matter of prayer, which is the essence of the collect we began with. Listen to it again.

Let your merciful ears, O Lord, be open to the prayers of your humble servants; and, that we may receive what we ask, teach us by your Holy Spirit to ask only those things that are pleasing to you; through Jesus Christ our Lord, who with you and the same Spirit lives and reigns for ever and ever. Amen (BCP 2019, p. 617).

Teach us by the Holy Spirit to pray as we should. So, prayer is more than a form of self-expression, more than catharsis, more than telling God what we want or what he should do in any given situation. It is a way of agreeing with and joining with God in the exercise of his will so that we are formed by the act of praying and so that we can see God’s will being done in answer to our prayers.

Prayer in Scripture

It is important that we ground our understanding and practice of healing prayer in Scripture. As we turn there for examples that might inform our own prayers, I want to consider prayer broadly. On the surface, some of these example may not at first look like prayer, but I think they all have formative power.

Bring the Sick Person To Jesus: The Friends of the Paralytic

Let’s start with a miracle of healing in Luke’s Gospel.

17 On one of those days, as he was teaching, Pharisees and teachers of the law were sitting there, who had come from every village of Galilee and Judea and from Jerusalem. And the power of the Lord was with him to heal. 18 And behold, some men were bringing on a bed a man who was paralyzed, and they were seeking to bring him in and lay him before Jesus, 19 but finding no way to bring him in, because of the crowd, they went up on the roof and let him down with his bed through the tiles into the midst before Jesus. 20 And when he saw their faith, he said, “Man, your sins are forgiven you.” 21 And the scribes and the Pharisees began to question, saying, “Who is this who speaks blasphemies? Who can forgive sins but God alone?” 22 When Jesus perceived their thoughts, he answered them, “Why do you question in your hearts? 23 Which is easier, to say, ‘Your sins are forgiven you,’ or to say, ‘Rise and walk’? 24 But that you may know that the Son of Man has authority on earth to forgive sins”—he said to the man who was paralyzed—“I say to you, rise, pick up your bed and go home.” 25 And immediately he rose up before them and picked up what he had been lying on and went home, glorifying God. 26 And amazement seized them all, and they glorified God and were filled with awe, saying, “We have seen extraordinary things today” (Luke 5:17-26).

I believe this is an account of healing prayer, one of the most basic and important accounts, in fact. Where is the prayer in the story? “They were seeking to bring him in and lay him before Jesus.” That was the heart of prayer in this account, and I think it is the heart of all healing prayer. We seek to bring the person in need to Jesus and to lay that person before him. If you question whether you have a gift of healing prayer, if you doubt your adequacy, simply ask yourself, “Can I bring this person to Jesus? Can I hold this person in the presence of the Lord?” C. S. Lewis wrote somewhere — probably in Letters to Malcolm Chiefly On Prayer — that he sometimes knelt in prayer and simply pictured the person for whom he was praying, pictured him without words. That was his way of lowering the paralytic into the Lord’s presence. Healing prayer is, at its most basic level, bringing the sick person to Jesus in whatever way we can.

The Prayer of Presence and Silence: Job’s Friends

Related to that is an Old Testament account from Job, a book that explores the limits of human understanding of illness, suffering, healing, and the sovereignty of God.

11 Now when Job’s three friends heard of all this evil that had come upon him, they came each from his own place, Eliphaz the Temanite, Bildad the Shuhite, and Zophar the Naamathite. They made an appointment together to come to show him sympathy and comfort him. 12 And when they saw him from a distance, they did not recognize him. And they raised their voices and wept, and they tore their robes and sprinkled dust on their heads toward heaven. 13 And they sat with him on the ground seven days and seven nights, and no one spoke a word to him, for they saw that his suffering was very great (Job 2:11-13).

In the story of the paralytic, the friends brought the man to Jesus; that was the heart of their prayer. But, sometimes we must do just the opposite; we must bring Jesus to the person. Like Job’s friends, we show up, members of the body of Christ mediating the very presence of Christ. We weep with the one who is suffering. We put our hands over our mouths lest like Job’s friends we end up saying something untrue, or untimely, or unhelpful. Sometimes it is more beneficial to talk to God about our friend than to talk to our friend about God. Sometimes the best prayer is simply to be there, to listen, to be silent. This is the prayer of presence, and it is healing prayer, too.

The Prayer of Simplicity: The Wedding at Cana and the Prayer of Mary and Martha

Now, on to two of my favorite prayers in Scripture: favorite in that they are foundational for my understanding and practice of healing prayer, though on the surface they may not even seem to be prayers at all.

The first of these prayers comes from the first of Jesus’ seven signs in the Gospel of John — a wedding prayer of sorts at the very beginning of Jesus’ ministry.

On the third day there was a wedding at Cana in Galilee, and the mother of Jesus was there. Jesus also was invited to the wedding with his disciples. When the wine ran out, the mother of Jesus said to him, “They have no wine.” And Jesus said to her, “Woman, what does this have to do with me? My hour has not yet come.” His mother said to the servants, “Do whatever he tells you” (John 2:1-5)

The second prayer, also from the Gospel of John, comes near the end of Jesus’ ministry, the last of John’s seven signs — a funeral prayer of sorts, at least a healing prayer.

Now a certain man was ill, Lazarus of Bethany, the village of Mary and her sister Martha. It was Mary who anointed the Lord with ointment and wiped his feet with her hair, whose brother Lazarus was ill. So the sisters sent to him, saying, “Lord, he whom you love is ill” (John 11:1-3).

Two prayers, two sentences: “They have no wine,” and “Lord, he whom you love is ill.”

What do these two prayers have in common? What can they teach us?

They are short. They are to the point. They don’t offer God advice or presume that we know what is best. Their brevity, their simplicity proclaim good news: God knows the need, God cares, God is trustworthy to do what is best. Our prayers don’t have to be eloquent or lengthy or insightful.

There are many prayers in the BCP that reflect this same simplicity and trust. One that I use frequently is collect 52. FOR THOSE WE LOVE.

Almighty God, we entrust all who are dear to us [especially _____] to your never-failing care and love, for this life and the life to come, knowing that you are doing for them better things than we can desire or pray for; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen (BCP 2019, p.662).

This prayer reminds me that I don’t have to know exactly what to pray for, because I trust God to do better things than I can desire or pray for. It is enough for me to entrust the one I love to Almighty God. Imagine this as a healing prayer.

Or, consider the collect we were praying all last week.

Almighty and everlasting God, you are always more ready to hear that we to pray, and to give more than we either desire or deserve: Pour down upon us the abundance of your mercy, forgiving us those things of which our conscience is afraid, and giving us those good things for which we are not worthy to ask, except through the merits and mediation of Jesus Christ our Savior; who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen (BCP 2019, p. 618).

Again, we are acknowledging our trust in God who will give more than we desire or deserve. So, we content ourselves with asking for mercy and forgiveness. Again, this can serve as a good model for healing prayer.

Another example of such a direct prayer of trust and simplicity is found in the story of Bartimaeus.

46 And they came to Jericho. And as he was leaving Jericho with his disciples and a great crowd, Bartimaeus, a blind beggar, the son of Timaeus, was sitting by the roadside. 47 And when he heard that it was Jesus of Nazareth, he began to cry out and say, “Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me!” 48 And many rebuked him, telling him to be silent. But he cried out all the more, “Son of David, have mercy on me!” 49 And Jesus stopped and said, “Call him.” And they called the blind man, saying to him, “Take heart. Get up; he is calling you.” 50 And throwing off his cloak, he sprang up and came to Jesus. 51 And Jesus said to him, “What do you want me to do for you?” And the blind man said to him, “Rabbi, let me recover my sight.” 52 And Jesus said to him, “Go your way; your faith has made you well.” And immediately he recovered his sight and followed him on the way (Mark 10:46-52).

You might recognize Bartimaeus’s cry/prayer as the core of the Jesus Prayer so favored in the Orthodox Church: Lord, Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner.” That prayer actually combines elements of Bartimaeus’s prayer with that of the tax collector in the temple. But, it is another helpful healing prayer: Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on [N]. That was enough, prayed fervently, to effect the healing of Bartimaeus, because Jesus does have mercy.

There is something else important in this account. What does Jesus ask? “What do you want me to do for you?” That seems, on the surface, to be a foolish question to ask a blind man. But it is really important because the obvious need is not always the deepest need, the real need. Remember the paralytic lowered through the roof? On the surface he needed physical healing to be able to walk. But, Jesus recognized the deeper need and first addressed his sin. Only then did he move to physical healing. I find it a good practice to ask a person what they want Jesus to do for them, what they want me to pray for. That simple question can bring things into better focus and promote some self-examination.

The Prayer of Desire, Surrender, and Discernment

Once I have asked someone what they would like me to pray for, I will typically pray as requested: physical healing, ease of pain, successful surgery, smooth recovery. That is the prayer of desire. But, it is important to unite that with the prayer of surrender. This is the witness of our Lord.

39 And he came out and went, as was his custom, to the Mount of Olives, and the disciples followed him. 40 And when he came to the place, he said to them, “Pray that you may not enter into temptation.” 41 And he withdrew from them about a stone’s throw, and knelt down and prayed, 42 saying, “Father, if you are willing, remove this cup from me. Nevertheless, not my will, but yours, be done.” 43 And there appeared to him an angel from heaven, strengthening him (Luke 22:39-43).

The prayer of desire is to remove the cup. But that transitions into the prayer of surrender: nevertheless, your will be done. We are told that this dual prayer took place three times at which point it seems that Jesus felt confident of the course ahead. We see something very like that play out in St. Paul’s life, as well.

So to keep me from becoming conceited because of the surpassing greatness of the revelations, a thorn was given me in the flesh, a messenger of Satan to harass me, to keep me from becoming conceited. Three times I pleaded with the Lord about this, that it should leave me. But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me. 10 For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong (2 Cor 12:7-10).

Is this the answer Paul wanted? Well, no and yes. It wasn’t what his flesh desired, but it is what he willed. And, I think that is always the proper attitude of our hearts as expressed in our prayers for ourselves or for other. Here is what we really think we want Lord, but only if it is your will. And so, not our will, but yours be done.

This kind of prayer is also a prayer of discernment. I may not know what God’s will is in a given circumstance. It is perfectly reasonable to pray for what I want or what the person asking for prayer wants, provided it is not obviously contrary to God’s will. But then, in asking for God’s will to be done, I am actually entering into discernment. Benedictine Sr. Joan Chittister expressed this notion: The will of God is what remains after you have prayed without ceasing and tried without stint to change it. Jesus prayed to be spared the cross, but he was crucified. That was the will of God. Paul prayed to be healed, but he was not. That was the will of God. I assume that neither person perfectly knew the will of God until he saw how his prayers were answered. Prayer became discernment for them, as it can do for us.

Tied in with this, and somewhat at tension with it, is the issue of persistence in prayer.

And he told them a parable to the effect that they ought always to pray and not lose heart. He said, “In a certain city there was a judge who neither feared God nor respected man. And there was a widow in that city who kept coming to him and saying, ‘Give me justice against my adversary.’ For a while he refused, but afterward he said to himself, ‘Though I neither fear God nor respect man, yet because this widow keeps bothering me, I will give her justice, so that she will not beat me down by her continual coming.’ ” And the Lord said, “Hear what the unrighteous judge says. And will not God give justice to his elect, who cry to him day and night? Will he delay long over them? I tell you, he will give justice to them speedily. Nevertheless, when the Son of Man comes, will he find faith on earth” (Luke 18:1-8)?

We have to be careful with this parable. It is based on the assumption that the widow was asking for what was clearly right — justice against her adversary — and that the judge was at fault for delaying the verdict. So, the key points of the parable are these: (1) God is not like the judge in the parable; he will answer his people readily, so that (2) we can pray and not lose heart. So, persistence in prayer for us is not trying to beat God down, to get God to do something we want that he doesn’t particularly want to do. It is an expression of our hope in a faithful God. We pray until God answers or until it becomes clear that this is not the right prayer any longer or that it is not my prayer any longer.

Most of us have experienced this tension. It sometimes goes like this. A friend is seriously ill and many have been praying for healing for months. During that time our friend has continued to decline and is nearing death. We still know that God has the power to heal our friend; that is not a question. But God has also given no indication that healing is his will. Given that, we might conclude it is time to change the nature of our prayer to align with our discernment of the trajectory of the illness. It is not an act of faithlessness to do so. It is neither resignation nor despair. It is honoring what we believe to be the will of God. So, the Book of Common Prayer gives us this prayer for a sick person when there is little hope of recovery.

O Father of mercies and God of all comfort, our only help in time of need; We fly to you for aid on behalf of this your servant, here lying in great weakness of body. Look graciously upon him, O Lord; that as he outwardly fades away, you would strengthen him inwardly with your grace and Holy Spirit. Give him true repentance for all the errors of his life, and steadfast faith in your Son Jesus; that his sins may be done away by your mercy, and his pardon sealed in heaven; through your Son Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen (BCP 2019, pp. 233-234).

We are persistent in prayer, as Jesus encourages us in the parable, but the nature of the prayer has changed in response to our changed discernment of God’s will.

The Book of Common Prayer

We have looked at a few principles of healing prayer from Scripture. Now, I’d like to look at the prayer resources available to us in The Book of Common Prayer (BCP 2019, pp. 231-235).

ADDITIONAL PRAYERS

FOR A SICK PERSON

O Father of mercies and God of all comfort, our only help in time of need: We humbly beseech you to behold, visit, and relieve your sick servant N. for whom our prayers are desired. Look upon him with the eyes of your mercy; comfort him with a sense of your goodness; preserve him from the temptations of the enemy; and give him patience under his affliction. In your good time, restore him to health, and enable him to lead the remainder of his life in your fear, and to your glory; and grant that finally he may dwell with you in life everlasting; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

FOR RECOVERY FROM SICKNESS

O God, the strength of the weak and the comfort of sufferers: Mercifully accept our prayers, and grant to your servant N. the help of your power, that his sickness may be turned into health, and our sorrow into joy; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

or this

O God of heavenly powers, by the might of your command you drive away from our bodies all sickness and infirmity: Be present in your goodness with your servant N., that his weakness may be banished and his strength restored; and that, his health being renewed, he may bless your holy Name; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

FOR A SICK CHILD

Heavenly Father, watch with us over your child N., and grant that he may be restored to that perfect health which it is yours alone to give; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

or this

Lord Jesus Christ, Good Shepherd of the sheep, you gather the lambs in your arms and carry them in your bosom: We commend to your loving care this child N. Relieve his pain, guard him from all danger, restore to him your gifts of gladness and strength, and raise him up to a life of service to you. Hear us, we pray, for your dear Name’s sake. Amen.

BEFORE AN OPERATION

Almighty God, our heavenly Father, graciously comfort your servant N. in his suffering, and bless the means used for his cure. Though at times he may be afraid, fill his heart with confidence that he may yet put his trust in you; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

FOR STRENGTH AND CONFIDENCE

Heavenly Father, giver of life and health: Comfort and relieve your sick servant N., and give your power of healing to those

who minister to his needs, that he may be strengthened in his weakness and have confidence in your loving care; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

FOR THE SANCTIFICATION OF ILLNESS

Sanctify, O Lord, the sickness of your servant N., that the sense of his weakness may add strength to his faith and seriousness to his repentance; and grant that he may live with you in everlastinglife; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

FOR HEALTH OF BODY AND SOUL

May God the Father bless you, God the Son heal you, God the Holy Spirit give you strength. May God the holy and undivided Trinity guard your body, save your soul, and bring you safely to his heavenly country; where he lives and reigns for ever and ever. Amen.

THANKSGIVING FOR A BEGINNING OF RECOVERY

O Lord, your compassions never fail, and your mercies are new every morning: We give you thanks for giving our brother N. both relief from pain and hope of health renewed. Continue in him, we pray, the good work you have begun; that he, daily increasing in bodily strength, and rejoicing in your goodness, may so order his life that he may always think and do those things that please you; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

FOR A SICK PERSON WHEN THERE IS LITTLE HOPE OF RECOVERY

O Father of mercies and God of all comfort, our only help in time of need; We fly to you for aid on behalf of this your servant, here lying in great weakness of body. Look graciously upon him, O Lord; that as he outwardly fades away, you would strengthen him inwardly with your grace and Holy Spirit. Give him true repentance for all the errors of his life, and steadfastfaith in your Son Jesus; that his sins may be done away by your mercy, and his pardon sealed in heaven; through your Son Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.

PRAYERS FOR USE BY A SICK PERSON

FOR TRUST IN GOD

O God, the source of all health: So fill my heart with faith in your love, that with calm expectancy I may make room for your power to possess me, and gracefully accept your healing; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

IN PAIN

Lord Jesus Christ, by your patience in suffering you hallowed earthly pain and gave us the example of obedience to your Father’s will: Be near me in my time of weakness and pain; sustain me by your grace, that my strength and courage may not fail; heal me according to your will; and help me always to believe that what happens to me here is of little account if you hold me in eternal life, my Lord and my God. Amen.

A PRAYER WHEN TAKING MEDICINE

Almighty God, in your goodness you created the earth and all its elements, and have given us skill to make medicines that heal and relieve our pain. All healing comes from you, and in you I put my trust. Grant that this medication may, in your mercy, give comfort and bring healing to my body; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

FOR SLEEP

O heavenly Father, you give your children sleep for the refreshing of soul and body: Grant me this gift, I pray; keep me in that perfect peace which you have promised to those whose minds are fixed on you; and give me such a sense of your presence, that in the hours of silence I may enjoy the blessed assurance of your love; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

IN THE MORNING

This is another day, O Lord. I know not what it will bring forth, but make me ready, Lord, for whatever it may be. If I am to stand up, help me to stand bravely. If I am to sit still, help me to sit quietly. If I am to lie low, help me to do it patiently. And if I am to do nothing, help me to do it gallantly. Make these words more than words, and give me the Spirit of Jesus. Amen.

SCRIPTURES FOR USE BY A SICK PERSON

For perseverance in suffering: ISAIAH 53, 1 PETER 2:21-25, 1 THESSALONIANS 5:16-24, 2 CORINTHIANS 12:7-10, ROMANS 8:18-39

For hope for healing: 2 KINGS 5:1- 14, JAMES 5:13-20,LUKE 5:12-26, LUKE 13:10-17, ACTS 3:1-10

For the hope of eternity: LUKE 2:25-35, JOHN 14, 1 CORINTHIANS 15:42-58, 2 CORINTHIANS 4:7-18, 1 THESSALONIANS 4:13-18

Questions and Answers

Closing Prayer

The Lord be with you.

And with your spirit.

Let us pray.

O Almighty God, you pour out on all who desire it the spirit of grace and of supplication: Deliver us, when we draw near to you, from coldness of heart and wanderings of mind, that with steadfast thoughts and kindled affections we may worship you in spirit and in truth; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen (BCP 2019, p. 647).

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Healing Prayer: Lesson 2 – Anglican Ministry To The Sick

Apostles Anglican Church
Fr. John A. Roop

Healing Prayer, Lesson 2: Anglican Ministry To The Sick

The Lord be with you.
And with your spirit.

Let us pray.

Almighty God, we entrust all who are dear to us to your never-failing care and love, for this life and the life to come, knowing that you are doing for them better things than we can desire or pray for; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen (BCP 2019, p. 662).

Introduction

Let’s begin with a summary of a few essential notions from last week. If you weren’t here you can read the complete class notes online (www.firstblessings.blog) to see how these were developed and presented.

1. God’s unfailing disposition toward us and all that he has made is love: not sentimentality or indulgence, but the resolute commitment to do that which he knows to be best for us and for all.

2. God created humankind, in love, to be his image bearers and to grow into his likeness, which is the likeness of Christ. He created the earth and everything on the face of the earth to help us in attaining this end for which we were created.

3. Prior to the fall, the way to mature into Christlikeness was simple faithfulness and obedience.

4. Much changed with the fall. The world became resistant to humans: at times ambivalent, at times hostile, often dangerous. Sickness, suffering, and death became our reality. But not everything changed. God’s disposition toward us is still love, and our purpose is still to grow into Christlikeness. But the path of growth has changed from simple faithfulness and obedience to repentance.

5. The fallen world in which we now live — with all its challenges, futility, sickness, suffering, and death — is still the God-given context for promoting our maturing into Christlikeness. The ills, difficulties, and struggles we face are the very things that prompt our dependence upon God, our repentance, and our growth. They are not without meaning or purpose.

These notions undergird the Church’s classical understanding and ministry of healing.

Healing and the Gospel

There is a poignant moment in the Gospels that takes place long distance between Jesus and John the Baptist, perhaps their last interaction.

When Jesus had finished instructing his twelve disciples, he went on from there to teach and preach in their cities.

Now when John heard in prison about the deeds of the Christ, he sent word by his disciples and said to him, “Are you the one who is to come, or shall we look for another?” And Jesus answered them, “Go and tell John what you hear and see: the blind receive their sight and the lame walk, lepers are cleansed and the deaf hear, and the dead are raised up, and the poor have good news preached to them. And blessed is the one who is not offended by me” (Matt 11:1-6).

“Are you the one?” John asks. Jesus gives a two part answer, his bona fides for messianic ministry. What are the two things he points to? Healing and preaching: this is what Jesus was known for; it was the heart of his ministry. And, just before this inquiry from John, Jesus had commissioned the twelve for similar work:

These twelve Jesus sent out, instructing them, “Go nowhere among the Gentiles and enter no town of the Samaritans, but go rather to the lost sheep of the house of Israel. And proclaim as you go, saying, ‘The kingdom of heaven is at hand.’ Heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse lepers, cast out demons. You received without paying; give without pay” (Matt 10:5-8).

It is the same ministry that Jesus exercised: healing and proclamation (preaching). What would be the purpose(s) of that two-pronged approach? What motivated the healings?

The healing ministry was itself a part of the proclamation that the kingdom of God was breaking into history in the person of Jesus, that God had come to judge the world and that his judgment consisted in putting things and people to rights. Healing was a foretaste of the redemption and restoration of all things that we see in Revelation 21, 22. Here is the way St. Mark describes Jesus’ twofold ministry from the very beginning.

21 And they went into Capernaum, and immediately on the Sabbath he entered the synagogue and was teaching. 22 And they were astonished at his teaching, for he taught them as one who had authority, and not as the scribes. 23 And immediately there was in their synagogue a man with an unclean spirit. And he cried out, 24 “What have you to do with us, Jesus of Nazareth? Have you come to destroy us? I know who you are—the Holy One of God.” 25 But Jesus rebuked him, saying, “Be silent, and come out of him!” 26 And the unclean spirit, convulsing him and crying out with a loud voice, came out of him. 27 And they were all amazed, so that they questioned among themselves, saying, “What is this? A new teaching with authority! He commands even the unclean spirits, and they obey him.” 28 And at once his fame spread everywhere throughout all the surrounding region of Galilee.

29 And immediately he left the synagogue and entered the house of Simon and Andrew, with James and John. 30 Now Simon’s mother-in-law lay ill with a fever, and immediately they told him about her. 31 And he came and took her by the hand and lifted her up, and the fever left her, and she began to serve them.

32 That evening at sundown they brought to him all who were sick or oppressed by demons. 33 And the whole city was gathered together at the door. 34 And he healed many who were sick with various diseases, and cast out many demons. And he would not permit the demons to speak, because they knew him.

35 And rising very early in the morning, while it was still dark, he departed and went out to a desolate place, and there he prayed. 36 And Simon and those who were with him searched for him, 37 and they found him and said to him, “Everyone is looking for you.” 38 And he said to them, “Let us go on to the next towns, that I may preach there also, for that is why I came out.” 39 And he went throughout all Galilee, preaching in their synagogues and casting out demons (Mark 1:21-39).

Jesus healed many, but he didn’t heal everyone; there were still the blind and deaf and lame and lepers and possessed when he left a town and when he finished his ministry. But, the ones he did heal served as a signpost of good things to come: the partial pointing toward the complete.

This twofold ministry of healing and preaching continued with the Apostles after Pentecost. We see Peter and John and Paul proclaiming the good news of Jesus in healing and in preaching, in healing and witness: healings are performed in the name of Jesus and then the Gospel is proclaimed (e.g. Acts 3-4, the healing of the lame beggar and the proclamation of the Gospel to the crowd and to the Council). Both Peter and Paul perform healings (raising people to life) as an encouragement for the Church and as evangelism (cf Acts 9:36-43, Peter and Dorcas, and Acts 20:7-12, Paul and Eutychus).

This ministry of healing was part of the faith and practice of the Apostolic Church. Let’s consider two Scriptures.

27 Now you are the body of Christ and individually members of it. 28 And God has appointed in the church first apostles, second prophets, third teachers, then miracles, then gifts of healing, helping, administrating, and various kinds of tongues. 29 Are all apostles? Are all prophets? Are all teachers? Do all work miracles? 30 Do all possess gifts of healing? Do all speak with tongues? Do all interpret? 31 But earnestly desire the higher gifts.

And I will show you a still more excellent way (1 Cor 12:27-31).

This healing ministry is what we might call charismatic healing, from the Greek χάρισμα (charisma) meaning gift or spiritual endowment. It was one of many gifts given by the Spirit to members in the Church for the good of the Church. What the practice of that healing ministry looked like is not clear in Scripture. It might have been along the lines of the Apostolic ministry: a prayer offered, a word of healing spoken. It might have included a gift of discernment: a person gifted with healing recognizes, through the Spirit, God’s intent to heal someone and so speaks God’s word of healing over that person in the name of Jesus. We are not given the details. What we are given is the clear implication that God intended to continue the healing ministry in and through the Church at least in the Apostolic era. It is an open theological debate between cessationists and continuationists whether the spiritual gifts, including healing, continued beyond that era and persist today. But, I don’t think it is reasonable to debate whether God still works through Christ’s body (the Church) — through both individuals and the sacramental ministry — to heal. I see no way or reason to deny that.

The second Scripture is the familiar one from James.

13 Is anyone among you suffering? Let him pray. Is anyone cheerful? Let him sing praise. 14 Is anyone among you sick? Let him call for the elders of the church, and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord. 15 And the prayer of faith will save the one who is sick, and the Lord will raise him up. And if he has committed sins, he will be forgiven. 16 Therefore, confess your sins to one another and pray for one another, that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous person has great power as it is working (James 5:13-16).

We might call this healing ministry sacramental healing: a ministry of the Church, through its ordained ministers — elders/priests/bishops — and sacraments. This ministry, too, is charismatic in that it is a gift of the Spirit given through the laying on of hands in ordination. But, it is more characteristic of an order of ministry than of individuals. Speaking personally, when I offer healing prayer it is not because I believe I have been gifted individually with the charism of healing, but rather because the order of priests to which I belong has been commissioned and gifted to continue the healing ministry of the Church through the sacraments.

These two different modes of healing ministry are complementary, and both are to be exercised in good order, under the authority of the Church.

I mention all this so that we can hold two truths together — in tension, perhaps, but together nonetheless.

First this, from last week: God is not absent in our sickness and suffering, and they are not without meaning and purpose. We can embrace sickness and suffering as impetus toward repentance — as long as God wills — and let them do their good work in our lives and in the lives of those we love. The most important type of healing is healing from the illnesses of the heart and soul, and sickness and suffering, rightly accepted and borne, are a type of medicine for those spiritual illnesses. Any ministry of healing in the Church must be founded on this truth.

Second this, from this week: God intends the Church to exercise a ministry of healing, including healing of body, mind, and spirit. As it was in the Gospels and in the early Church, healing is a symbolic proclamation of the in-breaking presence of the Kingdom of God for the glory of God, the strengthening of the Church, and for witness to the world. Any ministry of healing must be founded on this truth.

If God choses not grant physical healing in a given circumstance, then we accept the sickness and suffering as gift, as aid toward our growth into Christlikeness. If God grants physical healing, then we accept that with thanksgiving and use it in proclamation of the Gospel. All of this is in God’s hands and our greatest desire is — at least it should be — that God’s will be done, knowing that God’s will is for our welfare and for the salvation of the world. I don’t pretend that this is easy. Perhaps nothing is more difficult than seeing the sickness or suffering of one you love. That is, in part, why we need to work through these things beforehand, so that we are not overwhelmed by them in the moment, so that we can pray as God wills.

The Healing Ministry of the Church

So, we hold these three truths in tension: that God allows sickness and suffering for the sake of our repentance and growth, that he gives us healing for the sake of our strengthening in the faith and our proclamation of the Gospel, and that both sickness and healing are gifts of God’s love toward us. If the healing ministry of the Church is pictured as a triangle, then these truths are the vertices or sides that define that triangle and give it shape. Leave one out and you no longer have a triangle. Emphasize one the expense of another, and you pull the triangle out of shape.

Now, I want us to see how these truths inform the healing ministry of the Church as Anglicans have practiced it historically and still practice it today. To do this, we will consider excerpts from two rites of healing from different versions of the Book of Common Prayer (BCP). The first is The Order for the Visitation of the Sick from the BCP 1662. Why this version of the Prayer Book? This particular version has a preeminent position in Anglicanism as is noted in the Fundamental Declarations of the Province (ACNA):

6. We receive The Book of Common Prayer as set forth by the Church of England in 1662, together with the Ordinal attached to the same, as a standard for Anglican doctrine and discipline, and with the Books which preceded it, as the standard for the Anglican tradition of Worship (BCP 2019, p. 767).

The second rite, Ministry To The Sick, is from the version of the Prayer Book that we use, the ACNA BCP 2019, which is a descendant of the BCP 1662.

QUESTIONS FOR DISCUSSION

I suggest that you read the questions first and then together read the two rites of healing. Pay particular attention to the boldface passages in The Order for the Visitation of the Sick (BCP 1662). I have added the boldface emphasis to draw your attention to some ideas that may be different from our modern sensibilities and thus challenging to us.

1. Consider the following quote from the lesson (indented, below). How do the two rites reflect it? Do they do so equally? If there are differences of “tone” or emphasis, to what might they be attributed?

So, we hold these three truths in tension: (1) that God allows sickness and suffering for the sake of our repentance and growth, (2) that he gives us healing for the sake of our strengthening in the faith and our proclamation of the Gospel, and (3) that both sickness and healing are gifts of God’s love toward us. If the healing ministry of the Church is pictured as a triangle, then these truths are the vertices or sides that define it and give it shape. Leave one out and you no longer have a triangle. Emphasize one the expense of another, and you pull the triangle out of shape.

3. Are there particular lines, phrases, or concepts from any of the prayers that “catch you up short,” that surprise or challenge you? Which ones and why?

3. If you were seriously ill and a priest came to visit, which rite would you prefer he use? Why?

4. The BCP 1662 rite lacks the sacramental ministry of anointing with oil present in the BCP 2019 rite. What might account for it? Do you find its absence significant?

5. How might both rites inform your own prayer for the sick? Will either change the way you have been praying for the sick?

The Order for the Visitation of the Sick (BCP 1662)

Minister: O Lord, save thy servant,

Answer: Who putteth his trust in thee.

Minister: Send him help from thy holy place,

Answer: And evermore mightily defend him.

Minister: Let the enemy have no advantage of him,

Answer: Nor the wicked approach to hurt him.

Minister: Be unto him, O Lord, a strong tower,

Answer: From the face of his enemy.

Minister: O Lord, hear our prayers,

Answer: And let our cry come unto thee.

O Lord, look down from heaven, behold, visit, and relieve this thy servant. Look upon him with the eyes of thy mercy, give him comfort and sure confidence in thee, defend him from the danger of the enemy, and keep him in perpetual peace and safety, through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

Hear us, almighty and most merciful God and Saviour. Extend they accustomed goodness to this thy servant, who is grieved with sickness. Sanctify, we beseech thee, this thy fatherly correction to him, that the sense of his weakness may add strength to his faith, and seriousness to his repentance, that, if it shall be thy good pleasure to restore him to his former health, he may lead the rest of his life in thy fear and to thy glory; or else give him grace so to take thy visitation, that, after this painful life is ended, he may dwell with thee in life everlasting, through Jesus Christ our Lord (emphasis added). Amen.

Then shall the minister exhort the sick person after this form (or another like it).

Dearly beloved, know this, that almighty God is the Lord of life and death, and of all things pertaining to them, such as youth, strength, health, age, weakness, and sickness. Wherefore, whatsoever your sickness is, know you certainly that it is God’s visitation. And for whatsoever cause this sickness is sent unto you — whether it be to try your patience, for the example of others, and that your faith may be found in the day of the Lord laudable, glorious, and honourable, to the increase of glory and endless felicity; or else it be sent unto you to correct and amend in you whatsoever doth offend the eyes of your heavenly Father — know you certainly that if you truly repent you of your sins, and bear your sickness patiently, trusting in God’s mercy for his dear Son Jesus Christ’s sake, and render unto him humble thanks for his fatherly visitation, submitting yourself wholly unto his will, it shall turn to your profit, and help you forward in the right way that leadeth unto everlasting life (emphasis added).

If the person visited is very sick, then the pastor may end his exhortation in this place, or else proceed.

Take therefore in good part the chastisement of the Lord. ‘For’ (as it is written in the twelfth chapter of the Epistle to the Hebrews) ‘whom the Lord loveth he chasteneth, and scourgeth every son whom he receiveth. If ye endure chastening, God dealeth with you as with sons, for what son is he whom the father chaseneth not? But if ye be without chastisement, whereof all are partakers, then are ye bastards and not sons. Furthermore, we have had fathers of our flesh, which corrected us, and we gave them reverence. Shall we not much rather be in subjection unto the Father of spirits, and live? For they verily for a few days chastened us as seemed good to them, but he for our profit, that we might be partakers of his holiness.’

These words, good brother, are written in holy Scripture for our comfort and instruction, that we should patiently, and with thanksgiving, bear our heavenly Father’s correction, whensoever by any manner of adversity it shall please his gracious goodness to visit us. And there should be no greater comfort to Christian persons than to be made like unto Christ, by suffering patiently adversities, troubles, and sicknesses. For he himself went not into his glory before he was crucified. So truly our way to eternal joy is to suffer here with Christ, and our door to enter into eternal life is gladly to die with Christ, that we may rise again from death and dwell with him in everlasting life.

Now therefore, taking your sickness — which is thus profitable for you — patiently, I exhort you in the name of God, to remember the profession which you made unto God in your baptism (emphasis added). And forasmuch as after this life there is an account to be given unto the righteous judge, by whom all must be judged without respect of persons, I require you to examine yourself and your estate, both toward God and man, so that, accusing and condemning yourself for your own faults, you may find mercy at our heavenly Father’s hand for Christ’s sake, and not be accused and condemned in that fearful judgement. Therefore I shall rehearse to you the article of our faith, that you may know whether you do believer as a Christian man should, or no.

Here the minister shall rehearse the articles of the faith (the Apostles’ Creed).

Here shall the sick person be moved to make a special confession of his sins, if he feel his conscience troubled with any weighty matter. After which confession, the priest shall absolve him — if he humbly and heartily desire it.

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These foregoing excerpts from The Order for the Visitation of the Sick are taken from The 1662 Book of Common Prayer International Edition, IVP Press, 2021).

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MINISTRY TO THE SICK (BCP 2019)

The Officiant begins

Savior of the world, by your cross and precious blood you have redeemed us;

Save us, and help us, we humbly beseech you, O Lord.

The Priest (or other authorized person) anoints the sick person’s forehead with Oil of the Sick by making the sign of the Cross.

N. I anoint you with oil and I lay my hands upon you in the Name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.

Lord Jesus Christ, heal this your servant, sustain him with your presence, drive away all sickness of body, mind, and spirit, and give to him that victory of life and peace which will enable him to serve you both now and evermore. Amen.

A Priest may add the following prayer.

As you are outwardly anointed with this holy oil, so may our heavenly Father grant you the inward anointing of the Holy Spirit. Of his great mercy, may he forgive you your sins, release you from suffering, and restore you to wholeness and strength. May he deliver you from all evil, preserve you in all goodness, and bring you to everlasting life; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

Additional prayers (excerpts following) or intercessions may be said.

The Lord’s Prayer is said.

The Officiant then prays.

The Almighty Lord, who is a strong tower to all who put their trust in him, to whom all things in heaven, on earth, and under the earth bow and obey: Be now and evermore your defense, and make you know and feel that the only Name under heaven given for health and salvation is the Name of our Lord Jesus Christ. Amen.

A Priest may conclude the above prayer with a blessing.

ADDITIONAL PRAYERS

For a Sick Person

O Father of mercies and God of all comfort, our only help in time of need: We humbly beseech you to behold, visit, and relieve your sick servant N. for whom our prayers are desired. Look upon him with the eyes of your mercy; comfort him with a sense of your goodness; preserve him from the temptations of the enemy; and give him patience under his affliction. In your good time, restore him to health, and enable him to lead the remainder of his life in your fear, and to your glory; and grant that finally he may dwell with you in life everlasting; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

For Recovery From Sickness

O God, the strength of the weak and the comfort of sufferers: Mercifully accept our prayers, and grant to your servant N. the help of your power, that his sickness may be turned into health, and our sorrow into joy; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

or this

O God of heavenly powers, by the might of your command you drive away from our bodies all sickness and infirmity: Be present in your goodness with your servant N. that his weakness may be banished and his strength restored; and that, his health being renewed, he may bless your holy Name; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

FOR THE SANCTIFICATION OF ILLNESS

Sanctify, O Lord, the sickness of your servant N. that the sense of his weakness may add strength to his faith and seriousness to his repentance; and grant that he may live with you in everlasting life; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

FOR A SICK PERSON WHEN THERE IS LITTLE HOPE OF RECOVERY

O Father of mercies and God of all comfort, our only help in time of need; We fly to you for aid on behalf of this your servant, here lying in great weakness of body. Look graciously upon him, O Lord; that as he outwardly fades way, you would strengthen him inwardly with your grace and Holy Spirit. Give him true repentance for all the errors of his life, and steadfast faith in your Son Jesus; that his sins may be done away by your mercy, and his pardon sealed in heaven; through your Son Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.

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A recent episode of the podcast Theology In the Raw featured an interview with Dr. Ellie Paley on her research into the book of Job. The episode is entitled Everything You Need to Know About the Book of Job and may be found here: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/theology-in-the-raw/id1018952191?i=1000776574954 . While it does not directly address the healing ministry, it does deal with the mystery of suffering and the “responsibility” of God for the universe he has created. It intersects the topic of this class in a very helpful way.

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Heretics and Neighbors

I have been in conversation lately with a heretic. I do not use the word “heretic” in a demeaning manner, but in the technical sense of one who holds and teaches heterodox ideas that have been formally anathematized by the Church. My interlocutor is a member of the Jehovah’s Witnesses, a group who denies the divinity of Christ and of the Holy Spirit, among other grievous errors. Many of their ideas are Arian in nature and were anathematized along with Arius at the Council of Nicaea. Each time we, in orthodox churches, confess the Nicene Creed, we denounce such heresy.

It all started when Ed — not his name, but a convenient pseudonym — sent a three page letter to the parish asking us to reconsider, and reject, “the Trinity Doctrine.” What followed was a congeries of biblical references, erroneous exegesis, spurious quotes, and a grand exercise in missing the point. I do not know what possessed me to respond. I have received such letters in the past and simply recycled them. But, this time I did respond, and I am glad I did.

Ed was surprised to receive my response, he wrote. For some years he has been sending this letter to churches — he mentioned Roman Catholic churches in particular but has now evidently expanded his reach to Anglicans — and only very rarely has he received any response. I suggested that an orthodox church receiving his letter would be like the chair of a university astronomy department receiving a letter from someone wanting to promote a flat earth model. That notion was debunked as early as the third century BC by Eratosthenes; there is no need to revisit or reconsider it or spend time debating it. The Trinity is established Church doctrine; there is no need to revisit it and we really have nothing new to add beyond the truth promulgated by the Creeds. So, I am not surprised that he receives few responses. That, of course, did not deter him in the least because he is convinced that the Church and the Creeds are in grave error. So, no appeal to orthodoxy, no appeal to the Church, no appeal to the consensus reading and understanding of Scripture will suffice. All these have been in error for nearly two thousand years, error finally discovered and rejected by the Jehovah’s Witnesses in the last hundred years. It is possible, I suppose, but it is a hard sell.

I was struck by the notion that Ed and I do not have the same Scriptures, and not just because the Jehovah’s Witnesses have their own translation worded specifically to support their heretical views. Even if Ed and I could agree on a common translation, we read Scripture so differently that we have, in effect, a different text. I read Scripture with the Church; Ed reads in opposition to the Church. Ed rejects the Trinity in part because the specific word “trinity” does not appear in the text. I accept the Trinity because I see Father, Son, and Holy Spirit throughout Scripture, in both Old and New Testaments. Ed ignores texts that clearly show the consubstantiality of Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, and he is convinced that I ignore texts that identify the Son as a created being and the Holy Spirit as a “thing” and not a Person. We do not have the same Scriptures because we do not have the same way of reading our common texts. Nothing I say could ever convince Ed of orthodox doctrine. Nothing Ed says could ever convince me to abandon orthodox doctrine. We were at an impasse from the off. Finally, after three pleasant but futile exchanges, I told Ed that our conversation was stalled, and that I did not plan to continue it. His final response left the door open if I ever wanted to contact him again. It is not likely, and I’m sure he knows that.

What do I make of all this? Ed seems to be a nice guy, someone you would be happy to have as a neighbor. I learned that he is eighty years old, that he has been married for fifty-eight years, and that both he and his wife are former Roman Catholics. What led them to become Jehovah’s Witnesses I do not know. I think Ed is wrong — I’m convinced he is — but I have no reason to think him evil in an ethical sense. I generally close my letters with “Blessings.” I could not do that with Ed because I cannot bless his work, his mission of spreading the heresy of the Jehovah’s Witnesses. So, Ed falls in that interesting intersection of Heretic and Neighbor, a good guy in grave error, a good guy who can nonetheless do serious damage unintentionally.

I realize also that Ed and I could never have a true conversation on these matters simply because conversation requires the possibility of changing one’s mind. Any discussion of religious matters would not be honest conversation but veiled — perhaps thinly veiled — evangelism. We might agree to avoid certain topics, but once broached at all honest conversation is out the window, at least related to core matters of the faith, to matters of orthodoxy and heresy. I am happily closed minded with respect to orthodoxy. A mind should be open only ’till it has closed upon the truth. Both Ed and I would agree on that.

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